Xlostnhellx

  am bitchy..im clingy...i dont believe in myself to save my life...i get lonely alot... i cry over the stupidest things... i am the most judgemental person you can meet... i hate my family but then again i love them... i dont claim half my family because there fuckin retards... i would rather see someone else do it other than me getting up and doing it... im messy.. but i cant stand a messy room (for very long)... i get tired of ppl fast... ill say somthing and then ill regret it... i dont think i should be here... i love pink... i love clothes... i party BUT SHHH DONT TELL MOM haha ... i dont think about school enough... i make fun of ppl alot... i dont care about you unless you actually mean somthing to me... i think about that one person way way way too much...i always have nightmares because i worry way to much... i would rather stay inside and hang out with my boyfriend and his family than go out and party with friends... i think ppl are dumb... i hate annoying ppl... i hate ppl with high egos... i hate giving pitty to ppl... i hate ppl that lie too much... im pretty down to earth... i see more into life than most ppl do... i get irritated when i have to do somthing i dont wanna... i think you dont like me when you dont give me an answer i dont like... i am very very moody... my locker is always a mess..i dont hold grudges for very long... my clothes are never folded...i used to have a HUGE biting fettish... i love to argue and see how pissed off i can make you than appologize... i hate bugs and i am really scared of the creepy ones... i am so scared of loosing the ones i love... i love my dig. cam.. hate doing laundry...hate listening to lectures... i love to write in my journal... i cant cook unless its in the microwave...my lucky number is the number 14... i love playing volleyball if its not on a team... i love valentines day!!... i love wearing hoodies... i love mashed potatoes, steak, cup a soups, and chicken noodle soup... i miss my grandpa davis like you wouldnt believe RIP LOVE YOU... i love good handwriting because mine sux ass... i am addicted to yahoo and myspace like you wouldnt believe its like crack too me...i crave jeff like you wouldnt believe too... i am very afraid of ghosts but i am very interested in them too... i wanna be a good dancer... i sing infront of the mirror in my jammies with a hair brush... i love good smelling perfume... i love the skating shoes... obsessed with love... i would rather have it cold than hott... i shiver even when im not cold... i lie to my mom alot... hate it when secretes are held from me... crave to complamented... i hate ppl that are stuck up... prepps must die... i yell when i dont get my way... i think tractors are sexi lmao... im very proud of what i have done so far... i love eyeliner and make up in general... my hair straightner is up in my top love list along with my eyeliner and jeff and his family and idk i guess somtimes my mom... ive lived a hard life but dont wanna bother you with that bullshit... i hate it when ppl walk up and down the hallways at school either thinking there tough shit or saying they wanna kill themselfs GO DO IT I DONT CARE DONT COME TO ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT... i only have three friends at school and that would be jessica turek and sam stoneking and beige hawn... the rest i just talk to... only thing is jessica likes to diss on my bf and i dont like it ... sam is just awesome... beige is the shy little princess person lmao... i dont know how to take complaments... i hate doing homework...i hate teachers... i hate cheerleading... i hate ppl that say they party and dont along with having sex... i hate ppl that can just sit there and call themselfs whores like its a good thing... i hate it when ppl dont like me... if i dont like you i will tell you.. i look up to girls like beautiful girls too much.. i get jealouse over EVERYTHING... cant wait to get a job...i am codependant... im outgoing... im at times rude...i love to laugh...i get bored and eat...i live by pathetic quotes.. i love the rain... i am just Gloria DEAL WITH IT!!!

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