Psychodolldeat

  I am that one person that everybody knows who is... -Selfless but hurting -Caring but careless -Living but dead -Hateful but kind -Angry but content -Stupid but smart -Heartless but has heart -Faithful but has no faith -Loving but has no love -Friendly but has no friends -Helping but insecure -Illiterate and thoughtless, but thinks too much. I am the one that is always there with a helping hand, but no hand to go to for help. I am the one that is always smiling for the benefit of others, though i'm dying inside. I am the one that everyone suspects has been through nothing, because I dont speak of it, though i've been through more than most. I am the one, who will continue to live a lie, to hold back my cries, pretend to be fine, and no matter what you say, i'll make myself appear happy, for the benefit of you. I don't need your sympathy. What's done is done. Unless you make me break down, or we touch on a sensitive subject, you won't know anything about me. There is so much more about me you'll never know.