Well i guess you could say, that i want to be appart of friends, but i can't becuase it hurts to much. i once like a girl, her beauty was unmatched, but i was alone. For weeks i like this girl, and she knew it. I made a friend short after that, or so i thought i made a friend. He was my first friend. the girl i admired started talking to me, but i later found out, only because she like my friend. A accedent happend, and I lost my memory. I recently regained it. my family moved, and i never saw her again. that day i learned two new emotions. loneliness, and fear. but that was then, and this is now. i know now that humans are like hedgehogs. the closer we get, the more we hurt each other.