Lostvampire09

  i'm 17 about to turn 18 and i'm just getten by in life. theres so much i want to do. i wanna becme a famouse writer i wanna be a history teacher. i want to go on a roadtrip with my best buds. i want my aunt to get better. i want a happy family. i wanna have a kid when im older. i want to be able to put my past behind me and live for the day. i want to be able to go back in time just spend all the time i could with my mom, my dad, my brother, and my sister. i wanna be able to tell my sister how sorry i am. i want to be able to make my parents and my sister poud of me. i wanna go back to being a kid. before everyting went wrong. before all the drama started. before i stopped believen in santa. before i never even thought about guys and all the drama that they bring. i wana go back to when i was always happy and when i thought my daddy was te worlds hero. i wanna go back to when i thought my life was perfect. i wanna go back to when my family was complete and i saw everybody everyday. i wanna go back before the pain and the tears. i just wanna go back. i wanna be able to be me again.i think that alot of peaple do not understand what they are doing to the world and i dont beleav that the war should have gone on this long in fact i beleave that none of what has happened should have happened. i think peaple should relax and look at the world around them. i think they should just slow down and truly look back and remember. i was someone who never wanted to look back on my past becouse it hurt to bad and i was afraid that if i looked back i would not be able to get back to the present but idid and i am grateful for the chance by reliving my past i am able to deal with what is going on now andi am not as afraid to go to my future.

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