Lately in my life I've really been forced to think about who I am, and who I am becoming, but I guess this is all part of being a teenager. Because of this though, there's not much to say.
I do not have a boyfriend, though there is somebody I like and he knows how I feel I do not have a boyfriend. My old best friend, Josh, hates me and will probably never stop hating me because he's too 'cool' for me now, I guess.
The majority of my friends are guys because I have this hard to describe hatred for most girls. Maybe it's just because we're really viscious at this age, especially since there's so much gossiping you can do and use it to your advantage. I still have a few real close gal friends though, I can't help that, it's not like I can talk about everything with guys.
I'm the youngest of four brilliant girls, which, of course, is probably a major part of why I am so competive with grades and have such a need to be the best. It's hard living in my sisters' shadows, but I think my edge of trying to beat them has worn off some. The only sister that I find the major need to surpass is Katie. ^_^
My political veiws are interesting I guess. Though both of my parents are republicans I am pretty democratic. I am pro-choice even though my religion says I shoudl think otherwise. I also think gay marriage should be allowed, and I think war is somewhat necessary in life, but is very overused in this day and age.
There's not much else to me. My hobbies are writing, playing the piano and trumpet, and just living life day by day. In some ways I'm a bit of a rebel, and I am still probably a major slacker, but I think my days of slacking are over. I like to be considered as an enigma, and I don't want the world knowing too much about me. I'd like to say I'm like the wind because I constantly change and blaze my own trail. Besides that, I'm your average 16 year old just trying to find herself in a world of darkness and lies.
Bedlam
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On May 31st 2007 alice126 Said :
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hey ave got a new poem go ahead and read it if you like thankz
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