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Brosbestfrien1
"The Devil Wears playboy boxers"
- August 11 at 10:18pm
About Me
  Man, now I know I screwed up. Man, I know he said he wanted me out of his life, && hated me, but I didn't think it would go this far. He don't talk to me, && he deleted me. Man, I'm in tears right now. I just noticed. He says I ruined his life? That was a break up. && he's over it && hates my guts. He's just making everyday that I lost him, a living hell. Man, I'm trying to be happy, I really am, but WHY IS IT ALWAYS THAT ONE PERSON HAS TO TAKE IT ALL AWAY?? Man, my life is fucking screwed. I wanna kill myself. So bad. I not only ruined my life, but I guess I ruined his, since he hates me so much. Someone told me today, "If he hates you the way he does right now, he && you weren't meant to be. Y'all both deserve to find the right person. If he truly ever loved you, then he would take you as you are, if not, he never really cared. He just said he did." And man, I understood what that person said. And it got to me. I busted out in tears. I've lost him for life, && it's all because of my mistake. I guess I mean nothing to him, yet, he means almost everything to me, still. Man, but I got one question: Doesn't everything in life happen for a reason? By (Alexis Baeza) I'm sorry for all the things I ever said all I ever wanted was to make you glad again, I'm heart broken the same as you.. your wounds are open mine are to,.. I've listened to everything you've said and it all makes since up inside of my head,.. I understand you cuz I feel the way you do,.. I know whats it's like to have your heart torn in 2,.. to have everything you stand for shattered into bits and pieces,.. and even though u say ur okay I know it's a lie, I've lied 2 I've said things like I'll be fine wen I'm really not,.... saying I'll get over it,.. well thats easier said than done,.. than theres that day when it all fades away maybe for a moment just that moment.... [Brittany Jones]
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On November 7th 2009 Shades0fhell Said :
Hey wazzup? any new stories comming out soon?
On July 4th 2009 sexierth3nu Said :
Plz read obsessed andlet me know what you think;love will be returned..plz &TY
On June 7th 2009 getcorrupted Said :
Hey, I have a new poem. You should check it out, it's not stupid like a lot of the poems on this site. Haha, at least I hope not. Corruption Gun. I'd like your feedback&& for you to vote it up if you like it too, please. (:
On May 31st 2009 getcorrupted Said :
Thanks (:
On May 31st 2009 getcorrupted Said :
Hey, I'm new here. I have a new poem that you should read (: Your feedback would be sweet too.
On May 18th 2009 KaytlynnMM Said :
new poem up "running from her past, herself....." Check it out tell me what you think and rate =] thanks
On April 10th 2009 firerocket67 Said :
two new poems called, "Under the Sun", and "Baby Brother" please read, rate, and comment! thankies!!!!
On March 26th 2009 KaytlynnMM Said :
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On March 8th 2009 KaytlynnMM Said :
new poem It was hard for me to write *unforgetable past* comment and rate plz
On March 2nd 2009 KIRKME Said :
My Heart Belongs... [EPILOGE]
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check out my new poem Snow Plz R,R,C Thanks
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