I'm the struggling person, sitting here with this blank sheet of paper. As there are too many tales to tell, too little time to create, and yet hope that something changes..anything. Now these changes are comming to light...still the paper remains blank. Frustrated I want something to be written, something happy, something cheerful, something fun, inside myself though this part is blank. Write as I may till the paper begs for mercy nothing ever changes. A new year and a new day now Something has changed. I want to more than ever get my life back. I want it more than anything, I want to remember something happy and not be afraid to be wrong or make mistakes. One day this blank sheet of paper will not be written about fear or negativity...it will be the freedom I found from the pain of the past. one way or another I will live a little on the creative fun side. So goodbye family hello my own LIFE!