Sometimes in you live you’ll have to face times where you feel completely alone. You’re desperate for any kind of affection or attention, you just want someone to care for you, you just want to feel important...not ever feeling good enough, not ever being happy never being satisfied, feeling like you don’t matter. Like you don’t amount to anything. Feeling like this existence, this life is just pointless it’s so dull and frighteningly predictable yet unpredictable…predictable in the sense that no matter what nothing will ever be enough, nothing ever going to make it better, yet unpredictable that at any given moment, at any given second anything can happen…Feeling lost and miserable to the point where you don’t know what to do or say anymore. All you senses turn off and you completely apathetic and cold. Bitter yet so unbelievably caring.

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