Sexyshawtie11

my name is tiffany;; and im ready to be the girl i use to be. the one who never cried, who never got mad about dumb things, & never worried about being in love.
i made the world a better place on december 27th

i'm currently learning how to seperate myself from past situations and trying to move on but its really difficult. I try and learn from my mistakes and bad choices, I've fucked up alot and would give anything to go back in time and fix a few things.

I don't really trust anyone anymoree. you have to earn my trust. i've been screwed over far to many times to trust just anyone. i've realized that the only person you can actually trust is yourselff.

if you dont like me, personally i would want you to tell me, instead of saying stuff about me. its pretty childish. i say what i want to and i dont care if it offends you, if i dont like you; trust me, i wont pretend to. If you have a problem with me say it to my face and not behind my back;; I rather hear it from you ,then someone else.If i dont like you there is a reason and a good one.

I'm always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but i miss it more than I notice it. I hate thinking about reality. It's hard for me to define myself.. I guess i'm just--the girl who loved too hard & didn't get anything in return. i don't want to be the heroine in some tragic love story.

When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise whats in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what the think I 'should' be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty held within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me a bitch, so be it. I embrace the title and am proud to bear it. I've been to hell & back. I spill shit - trip - && embarass myself. i can't just flutter my eyes and get that boy. my life is messed up, i've been through more shit than you see on TV. nobody's perfect. i've been lied to, cheated on, & had my heart stolen. i've fucked up, fucked people up ; && been fucked up. but, every hit was worth it because, i felt it. i knew it was real. life is real && i use to live it wrong everyday. but do i regret one thing? NEVER! because at one point what i did was what i wanted & i got my fuckin satisfaction. my life is mine && no stupid BiTCHES or immature BOYS can fuck it up for me anymore. i'm the real deal & i'd love to see you TRY AND FUCKiN BREAK ME!

i'm a slut because i'll wear shorts and a tank top. im anorexic because i eat as much as i want and don't gain weight. i'm a bitch because i don't let you push me around. i'm a liar because i won't tell you everything. i'm stupid because sometimes i'm wrong. i'm ugly because my face isn't perfect. i'm a whore because i like boys. i'm annoying because im not chill enough. i'm a loser because i'm not friends with your group. i use people because i do what's best for me. i'm fake because most of the time i'm happy. i'm weird because i'm not like you. i'm controlling because i get mad sometimes. i'm clingy because i like to be around people. i'm greedy because i like to be satisfied. i'm naive because i'm younger than you. im conceited because i'm proud of who i am. i'm rude because my manners aren't perfect. i'm unnapreciative because i don't praise you. Don't tell me who I am because I already knoww.

emily alaineee;; she's the friend that i know i can act like a complete idiot with and no matter what she will stand there laughing with me. she's the kind of friend that i can get mad at and then have her standing there with a funny face and just completely ignore the fact that i'm mad at her and burst out laughing. she's the friend that i can trust with everything, there isn't a thing i would doubt telling her because i trust her with my whole heart. she's the friend thats been through the rough times with me and we still come out; standing strong. she's the friend i'd run to if in trouble. she's the friend that has always tried to help me. and you know what; she's the person that i consider my best friend. i've went through a lot of rough times and she was the one girl who stayed by my side through it all. she is simply amazing. i've never met anyone like her. she makes me smile and laugh when all i want to do is cry. she means the world to me. she's my best friend; certainly not your average girl. she understands me when im falling down. we're not even close to being best friends anymore. we've become more like sisters over the years.. i wouldn't leave her for anything. she's like a fairytale story; she's been there since 'once upon a time' and she'll be there until 'forever after.' Yes, we do act a little crazy when we're together but thats what i love about her. I can be myself and she will never judge me. we walk around talking to complete strangers ; laugh for absolutely no reason at all. have stupid fights that are over in 10 minutes ; attempt to dance and sing like they do in the music videos ; have a billion "you-had-to-be-there" moments ; gang up on the bitch that has a problem with one of us ; make fun of eachother when we walk into stuff ; we act like we're on crack ; and no matter what happens we are always there for eachother through the good times and the bad. we're not bestfriends because we sit by eachother at lunch or talk on the phone, or have matching flipflops or can recite each others wardrobe. we're best friends because when she smiles, a grin forces itself across my face. no matter how mad i am, when she crys, i instantly feel her pain and want to cry with her. when i look in her eyes, i know theres no one i could ever trust more. regardless of how many broken hearts i've had. This is for you, emily alainee., you're the one person I can tell my soul to. the one who can relate to me like no other. who I can laugh with to no extent, who I can cry to when times are tough, who can help me with the problems of my life. Never have you turned your back on me or told me I wasn't good enough or let me down. I don't think you know what that means to me. You have gone through so much pain and you still have time for me. And I love you, for listening even when inside you are dying. And I look up to you because you are strong, and caring and beautiful. Even though you don't think you are. And I hope you know that I am always here to listen to you laugh and cry and help in all the ways that I can. And I will try to be at least half the friend you are to me. I hope you know I would not be the person I am today, without you.