i'm often speechless at the many things people have to say. caught up in their expressions and wondering if i'd react the way they do. i constantly screw things up but thats the way i've always been and i'm slowly learning to deal with it. i think it has a lot to do with my disability to walk on a flat surface. i fall a lot. no just on the ground, but for him. i've finall figured out how simply complex life can be...but don't hold things too tightly...you never know when they'll disapear.