Every time i see you my heart jumps :) and i get a rush through out my body that i cannot even explain. When someone says your name i get a huge smile on my face. Sometimes when I'm sitting in class i catch my self dazing off and thinking about you ... replaying peices of our conversation in my mind. & laughing at little things you've said or done =) When i'm around you there are so many things i want to say. But i can't because i don't know how to put what i'm feeling into words. But when i get around you i feel really calm and peaceful. and nothing else really matters... all i want to do is look into your eyes and tell them how much i need you and how shitty my life would be without you in it. i've felt this way about you for a very long time. And i love the fuck out of you, but if you really in love with that other peson than tell me so i can just fucking get on with my life and don't spend it waiting for you forever because its really destroying me because i know i love you and want to be with you forever but i don't want to stand around and watch you be with them when i want you to be with me. FUCK MY LIFE!! EmmaMaySmith