im a girl that doesnt care what anyone thinks.
yes i can be a total bitch at times but thats just because people are bitchy with me. people think my life is so easy, but honestly its not.
its pretty hard waking up everyday & trying to be happy. when i was little my dad walked out on me. my mom already had my older brother & sister so it was pretty rough on all of us. see my mom married my brothers dad then got a divorce & met my sisters dad. he got my mom pregnant & left because he wasnt ready for a commited relationship or a child. when my sister was about 2 my mom met my dad. she ended getting pregnant with me & he left. my dad cheated on my mom & he had to chose between me & my mom or some other lady & her unexpected baby. he chose the other woman. when i was younger i lived with my grandmother because my mom couldnt afford 3 children by herself. my sisters dad came back for my mom & she took him back after all the pain he caused, im guessing it was like a one night thing because he got my mom pregnant again and left. my mom has 4 kids. my oldest brother David is 22 years old & he has ADD & depression. My sister Deana is 16 & has ADHD, bipolar & depression. & my littlest brother Daniel/DJ is 12 & he has ADD, bipolar & depression. yes their lives are pretty hard & i guess you can say out of the 4 of us im the normal one. you can say that but its not true. ive gone through so much that im now being not to take it anymore. [my mom just got married the 15th of dec to this guy named Frank, he is my dad, or atleast the closet thing i have to a dad so my mom is happy]to take my anger & stress out i write poetry. yes i write poetry. i have for a long time. this christmas i am giving my poems to my mother & father so they can see what i go through. kids in school have taken my notebook & read my poetry & then call me "emo" but honestly i dont give a damn about what they think.
im a pretty good kid, living a really hard life.
im 14. i love to sing & dance, being myself helps me succeed in life. if you are fake, dont talk to me. mmkay?
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On April 9th 2007 SN0W Said :
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so how you been lately?
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On April 9th 2007 SOHEEB Said :
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heyyyy whats up????
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On April 8th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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nothing babe u?
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On March 30th 2007 SN0W Said :
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yea long time no talk. how you been doing? i have been fine, thanks for asking.
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On March 29th 2007 Blackstreaks01 Said :
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hello! not alot. what about you?
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On February 23rd 2007 Blackstreaks01 Said :
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Come rate my "How To Treat Mr. Penis"
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On January 24th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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thats always fun... haha omg i'm bored.. haha i'm very easy to bore.. haha
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On January 20th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha ur welcome... so whatcha doin/
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On January 14th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha thanx, ur pretty damn hot urself.
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On January 14th 2007 xandria238 Said :
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thanks i like your pic lol
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On January 7th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha kool. i'm tired as hell. i went to this concert thingy last night. lol
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On January 7th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha kool. i'm tired as hell. i went to this concert thingy last night. lol
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On January 5th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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yeah. haha. so. . . what have u been up to, besides bein hot. haha
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On January 4th 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha mine was great. me=drunk too. but that's always the best lol
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On January 3rd 2007 JoshJ2009 Said :
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haha i was partyin that's why it has been a while haha. how was ur new years?
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