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I live on a nearly insignificant marble in a space more expansive and elastic than the imagination. In a place where my very being carries the most beautiful artistic masterpiece known in every cell that’s composed, unrivaled by da Vinci, Picasso, or Michelangelo. This masterpiece the great grandchild of a direct lineage reaching back billions of years, as a wondrous mistake of nature; a painted creation. I am the daughter of stars, made of dust, in an elusive reality that existence affords me to understand just a little of - Just enough to fuel an awe that both resounds with an iron fascination and sense of majesty. I live in my brief lifetime where there’s both horror and unexpected empathy. Where my neck almost seems built to allow me to comfortably tilt back my head to watch the stars. These points of light and fire millions of years out of my reach, residing in a different age, untouched by human affairs.

I live in a reality where everything is possible. Where we’re bound by limitations and the determination to overcome the very physics of them. I live with a rare group that can ask these questions. Where others may exist past those points of light and wonder at those same ideas in a shared, unknown union. I will live and die without knowing the answers to those questions, that supply my tears and laughter both, and the core determination that makes me dream and wonder and ponder why everything is here. I can see this beauty at any time, awake or retired at rest, and nothing and no one that touches me here, or what I may see in another person’s eyes will ever match the love of this, the embrace of this awareness, and what I wish to be as a part of it.



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On November 2nd 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
and ur costumes are coool as hell.
On November 2nd 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
i wouldnt mind camping as long as i had insect repellent and im sleeping in car. not a tent lol.
On October 16th 2009 speederspider Said :
hi alex! that pic is gross...haha!
On October 15th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
Apparition Version II

Apparition Version II

2 new works from your Favorite Negro. Your thoughts and opinions are appreciated for it will help me improve. Critique all you want and when you look at Apparition please let me know if its better than the original.

Click here to view the piece Apparition 2. | Click here to view the piece Foreboding Skies. |Click here to view the original Apparition.
On October 5th 2009 Octobear Said :
you have any brain cells to spare?
On October 5th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
with ur hair on my head. i'd overheat for certain. too much for me to maintain lol. props to u for achieving such a lovely and uniform look
On October 5th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
it used to longer/higher but lack of a job means i am not braiding it and it doest grow when i dont braid it! lol. ur hair is better than mine lol.
On October 5th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
though i might now the answer please tell me why u would?
On September 16th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
Newest Poem *Last of a III part poem* TItled "She Will Never Know" Please read when you have time
On September 9th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
in lovin that photobucket pic of urs queen mother!
On August 29th 2009 godsbluejay Said :
lol actually my hair used to be pretty long and then my dad had it cut when i was younger and so until 9th grade i had really short hair. Then I was so happy to have long hair again but then he suggested i go get it trimmed...well the woman chopped off wayyyyy to much lol...and thus im stuff at the hair length i have. it feels like it never gets longer lol. also i put some red streaks in my hair lol...i felt like doing something different and since i never dye my hair decided to randomly one night out of boredom lol. p.s. i no i lol too much lol... :D
On August 28th 2009 demonsorrows Said :
I'll be keeping an eye out doubly hard for ya loves. I will hunt you down =D I'm just awesome like that and you love me, you know it lol
On August 28th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
i absolutely love all of ur chat comments. never a wasted word ever leaving ur lips.
On August 26th 2009 Thugnastay227 Said :
u got carl on ur page lol that is just beautiful
On August 20th 2009 demonsorrows Said :
sorry for the late reply loves *tackle hug cuddle lick all that*. I've been put into a self induced coma of unquenchable thirst for silence and an even more sense of restlessness. aka bored out of my mind wanting to evade social contact lol. I miss you alexilla :'( when are we gonna cross paths online again you dweeb grrr. anywho how are you loves?