The decision has been made, the die has been cast, and I have stepped over the line, as a desciple of Christ, I will no longer look back, let up, slow down, back away, or be still. My past is redeemed, my present makes sence, and my future is secure. I'm finished with low living, sight walking, worldly talking, cheap giving, and tamed visions. I no longer need preeminence, prosperity, position, promotions, power or popularity. I don't have to be right, recognized, praised, reguarded, or rewarded. I now live by faith, walk in victory, and labor in love. The road before me is narrow and rough, but his commissions is undeniable thus my mission is clear. I cannot be bought, compromised, detoured, lured away, turned back, deluded, or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifise, hesitate in the presence of the enemy, pander at the pool of popularity, or meander in maze of mediocrity. I won't give up, shut up, let up, until I have prayed up, praised up, and paid up, and spoke for my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. I am a Christian, an unashamed firm believer in Christ! I talk negative about my past because there isn't anything positive about it...but that's why we have a future: so we can choose to make the rite choices so that way when its yesterday you don't ever regret..your proud of it instead...people lable me emo/goth...but I hate lables because it doesn't show or tell anyone what type of person you are...I like to meet new people....if your going to act like a bitch tords me...I won't care because its not important to me...what you think....um yeah you'll be waisting your time...so don't even bother trying....I don't like to hold a grudge against someone unless they did something fucked up...if you hurt my friends I will have no choice but to fuck you up...my favorite colors are black, red, green, and grey...I love to listen to music...I listen to everything except disco...I love to chill with new people...I am 15...my name is jesiica ryhan saunders...I go to san jacinto senior high...I have blonde hair and hazel eyes...I am currently single and I just got outa a relationship and I'm not ready to date any one rite now...I've been hurt too many times to put myself in that situation again...I have 2 younger sisters and 2 older sisters. I also have 3 older brothers. So yeah..I love to write poetry. I learned how to drive when I was 9...and I own a mustang without a lisence...I have a myspace my email address is ssexysk8erchick@aol.com if you wanted to send me a friend request...and on myspace my last name is vomit....because you have to know my last name to send me a friend request...I like to sk8..although I suck...I used to be a hardcore stoner/drunky I quit 2 months ago. The only alcoholic beverage I had was last night on new years eve...so yeah...I used to cut my wrist...I've attempted suicide twice in 2007...I want to be a butition, poet, or an artist. So yeah iv had that dream of mine since I was six...if you want to know more then send me an email also (listed above)...