Other Created on 3-22-07
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Story Rating G
So it seems that despite my constant attempts to change my own future, it always continues narreling down the same lonely path. I always try to help those i love and care about, and more often then not those i do not know at all. Thus the superman syndrome, because i have come to realize that like superman, i help people, and try to be a role-model all the time, but inside im bent and broken. Shattered looking for someone to share my burden of love with...but like superman im destined to be alone, to forever walk the arth in solitude. Though i am only 18 years of age, im being asked tot ake on far more responsability then i can handle. True i should be expected to provide for myself, but my family aswell? My mother and sister? It seems like an impossible task, that i alone have been asked to complete. Sometimes the feelings i have torwards certain subjects become so overwhelming that i need to vent, i must vent or i will explode, but more often then not , when these times come my emotions are indescribable and undefinable. Thus im forced to continue stock piling my hurt and tattered emotions. Until one day i implode, ending it all...I fear this day maybe sooner then id exected...and im unsure as of now if theres anything i can do to fix it. I dont know which is worse, slowly spiraling torwards an innevitable fate, or being unable to change it? As i sit here and write this, my mind is bombarded with riddles, of the future. How to complete the task at hand. To stay sane...or alive even.....
Other
Created on 3-22-07
Views(200)
Story Rating G
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