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   She was in complete awe. Shock. Amazement. She always thought that his bod was incredible, but so was everything under it. No matter how much she tried to look away, she couldnt find the strength to.

But then he finallly entered the shower and was out of Lexi's sight. She took a deep breath and replayed the vision over and over agian in her head. It wasnt long till she was crying, missing Josh's touch and comfort. So much pain and anger was boiled up inside Lexi and all she wanted to do was let it all out, but to whom?

An idea crossed her mind and she reached for a piece of paper and a pen. If she couldnt let her feelings out to a person then she could always let it out to a simple piece of paper.

   I'm so angry, and upset... I dont know what I am anymore. Nor, do I know what me and Josh are. He kisses me, then leaves me hopeless and confused. I cry but I dont know why, God this would have been so much easier if my mom wouldn't have married Ben. But then again, it is my fault for not telling her in the first place. But even if I did tell her she would've just got mad at me for disobeying her "standards" and made me break up with him. Either way, I lost. I guess life doesnt always end in happy endings with the one you love.

Lex

   A tear welled up in Lexi's eye but she quickly wiped it away when she heard  a sudden knock on her bedroom door. She folded the note and shoved it under her pillow. But only to find the one and only Josh standing outside her door.

   "Hey, didnt expect to see you-" Before Lexi could finish her sentence, Josh took hold of her arm and smashed his lips onto hers. Melting into the kiss, she wrapped her arms around his neck and he wrapped his arms around her waist. Slowly, he led her towards her bed and laid her down. He caressed her neck with his lips, making Lexi moan.

  But then Lexi fazed back into reality and lightly pushed Josh away from her.

   "We cant to this." She said breathlessly.

   "Why not, its perfect." His chest heaving, and his eyes asking for more.

   "My door doesnt have a lock," Lexi told him. "Someone could walk in any second."

   Josh looked at the door, wishing to find a lock on the door but no luck. "Well, so much for my dismay."

   "Josh, I really want to. Believe me, I guess this just isn't the perfect time."

   "Dont worry, you dont have to explain anything. I understand." he said with a small laugh.

   "Josh, I have to ask you something."

   Josh looked up at her, and immediately knew that it was something serious. "What's wrong?"

   "What are we? I mean, I know that we're step-sibs but we're also 'together'"

   He took her hand. "Listen, I've thought about this a lot and I think when the time is right, we'll tell our parents. It may hurt them but its better that they know, I dont wanna go through my whole life lying to my dad and I'm sure you dont want to do that to your mom."

   "So what do we do until then?" she was kinda afraid of what his answer would be.

   Josh didnt know what to say, because he didnt really know what to do and had no good way of answering Lexi's question. "I dont know, what do you want to do." She looked up at him with her quetioning, green eyes. A sight that made Josh love her even more. And the way her pale brown hair swung over her shoulder.

   She shrugged. "I want to be with you." The minute she saw Josh smile, she knew that she anwsered his question just perfectly.

   "Then we'll do that. But its gunna be our little secret." He got up, gave Lexi one last kiss and walked towards the door.

   "Josh!" she called out.

   "Yea?"

   "Speaking of secrets, I have one that I need to tell you... You forgot to close the blinds to your bathroom window."

   Josh looked confused, but then realization hit him. "What did you see?" A smirk appeared on his face.

   Lexi smiled, "Everything."