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Created on 1-6-08
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I stared at the cocaine lying on the tray, and remembered how dependent I had been on it just a few weeks earlier; the drug that had been one of my only companions.
"Miranda?" Amanda asked as she spread the lines across the tray. "You listening?"
"Ya. I don't want any, I'm fine," I said, despite my deep temptations. She looked at me, and sounded a little offended as she said, "You too good for this stuff now?" I just smiled at her, and went back to staring at the television. I tried to ignore how badly I wanted to join, as I heard her sniffing up the lines through a short red straw.
"So, what do ya wanna do today?" she asked, rubbing her nose. I shrugged my shoulders and stretched across the bed, feeling a little relieved as she put the stuff back underneath the bed. Mandy walked to Mark's closet and opened the door sighing as she tried to pick out something to wear.
"So how've ya been?" I asked, as she pulled a tank top off a hanger.
"Ok I guess. I been staying over here a lot since you left. I miss our sleepovers a lot. I always knew the day would come when you got tired of living there, but I guess I just always thought you'd come live with me, " she said sighing. She looked down as she shut the closet door, and continued, "It's like I lost my home too. It's not the same as it used to be."
I felt guilt stabbing at my heart as she said this, as I realized I let my best friend down. Awkward silence surrounded us, as we sat staring at each other for a few seconds. "I'm so sorry Mandy," I said finally.
She smiled pathetically. "It's fine," she said quietly, her voice cracking a little as she tried to not let me see how sad she truly was. I finally realized how much I had hurt her.
"I know things have changed, but maybe it's for the best. I mean, you can't live like this forever," I said.
She snapped her head sideways to look at me. "What do you mean by that?" she said, her voice now cracking with rage.
"Like this Mandy! Partying and doing drugs every night!" I replied.
Her face began to turn a light shade of red, as she sat up and said, "I don't know what that son of a bitch is doing to you, but you've changed. Did you forget that you were the one who got me addicted to this shit in the first place? The one that was always convincing me to sneak out and party with you, no matter how many times I got caught? That my drug addiction and hanging around with you is what drove my dad to take off on our family, driving me to live with whatever family would take me in that night?" She took a deep breath.
She looked like she was done, but then she said in a low voice, "Just because you found someone to help you out of this shitty ass life, doesn't make you better than me."
I just looked at her, thinking of something to say as pain filled me slowly, and I realized that she was right. It was my fault she was like this. The fact she was addicted to drugs, the way she was always breaking laws, the way she dropped out of school at 15, and that she got kicked out.
I didn't want to seem rude, but didn't figure I could make the situation any worse, as I got up and walked out. I wanted to comfort her, to let her know I was sorry, but I just didn't know how.
What do you say to someone after you ruin their life, and then just up and leave them?
"Miranda?" Amanda asked as she spread the lines across the tray. "You listening?"
"Ya. I don't want any, I'm fine," I said, despite my deep temptations. She looked at me, and sounded a little offended as she said, "You too good for this stuff now?" I just smiled at her, and went back to staring at the television. I tried to ignore how badly I wanted to join, as I heard her sniffing up the lines through a short red straw.
"So, what do ya wanna do today?" she asked, rubbing her nose. I shrugged my shoulders and stretched across the bed, feeling a little relieved as she put the stuff back underneath the bed. Mandy walked to Mark's closet and opened the door sighing as she tried to pick out something to wear.
"So how've ya been?" I asked, as she pulled a tank top off a hanger.
"Ok I guess. I been staying over here a lot since you left. I miss our sleepovers a lot. I always knew the day would come when you got tired of living there, but I guess I just always thought you'd come live with me, " she said sighing. She looked down as she shut the closet door, and continued, "It's like I lost my home too. It's not the same as it used to be."
I felt guilt stabbing at my heart as she said this, as I realized I let my best friend down. Awkward silence surrounded us, as we sat staring at each other for a few seconds. "I'm so sorry Mandy," I said finally.
She smiled pathetically. "It's fine," she said quietly, her voice cracking a little as she tried to not let me see how sad she truly was. I finally realized how much I had hurt her.
"I know things have changed, but maybe it's for the best. I mean, you can't live like this forever," I said.
She snapped her head sideways to look at me. "What do you mean by that?" she said, her voice now cracking with rage.
"Like this Mandy! Partying and doing drugs every night!" I replied.
Her face began to turn a light shade of red, as she sat up and said, "I don't know what that son of a bitch is doing to you, but you've changed. Did you forget that you were the one who got me addicted to this shit in the first place? The one that was always convincing me to sneak out and party with you, no matter how many times I got caught? That my drug addiction and hanging around with you is what drove my dad to take off on our family, driving me to live with whatever family would take me in that night?" She took a deep breath.
She looked like she was done, but then she said in a low voice, "Just because you found someone to help you out of this shitty ass life, doesn't make you better than me."
I just looked at her, thinking of something to say as pain filled me slowly, and I realized that she was right. It was my fault she was like this. The fact she was addicted to drugs, the way she was always breaking laws, the way she dropped out of school at 15, and that she got kicked out.
I didn't want to seem rude, but didn't figure I could make the situation any worse, as I got up and walked out. I wanted to comfort her, to let her know I was sorry, but I just didn't know how.
What do you say to someone after you ruin their life, and then just up and leave them?
Comments
Please Login to post comments| On June 6th 2008 UPTmrscarter93 Said : | |
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this is some twisted stuff but its good randy got her life 2gether and its wrong for her to go off on sarah when she's the reason she's like that |
| On February 16th 2008 TwilightFan977 Said : | |
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ouch that stings on BOTH sides...man these stories are getting good! |
| On January 8th 2008 babydoll6789 Said : | |
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aww its sad keep me posted! |
| On January 7th 2008 PunkRockNerdxX Said : | |
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Wow please keep me posted. |
| On January 7th 2008 monkey892 Said : | |
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Hey I love it! kmp okay |
| On January 7th 2008 Sk8ncutie001 Said : | |
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This is good! Plz kmp! |
| On January 7th 2008 ellies15 Said : | |
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aww, its hard for mandy cause she has a bf who is into all that shit. |
| On January 7th 2008 Princesslacy14 Said : | |
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if their best friends they will get past this. so keep me posted. |
| On January 6th 2008 jessimerri369 Said : | |
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kmp |
| On January 6th 2008 Prqt2nv Said : | |
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kmp |
| On January 6th 2008 DemonzR4eva Said : | |
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really ok... and p kmp... LUV IT...awesomely awesome...PEACE!!!!! |
| On January 6th 2008 username685 Said : | |
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that sucks
but i agree with sarah......
below me |
| On January 6th 2008 sarah101106 Said : | |
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well......how about im sorry you had a brain you could haVE SAID NO |
