Walking up my drive way, i saw Kyle step out of the front door. "Hey harley. How was your day?" He had a grinn on his face. I looked around the house. there were NO cars.. it was just me and him. "Good." I said trying to avid anything more. "Well why dont you come inside.. and let it all out." Please.. just not today. I dont want this. As soon as i got into the house.. he pushed me towards his room. "Kyle, stop. Leave me alone!" I said with anger. "NO! I WANT WhAT I waNT!" he said getting irritated cause i was fighting him. But he won, as usual. He pushed me down. And unbuttoned my pants. When i tried to get away, he put more force in holding me down. And did so with his pants. Then started to hurt me.. and hurt me.. and hurt me.. I cried for as long as it was going on. It lasted for almost 30 minutes. HE enjoyed it.. i didnt. Of course not! I Hated this. I hated him. I hate it all. When he was done. He wanted more pleasure for himself. So he shoved himself in my mouth. And practically gagged me.. i tried to move away. But then he shoved it done my throat even more. Tears were now streaming down my face now more than ever. I couldnt hold it back. "DONT PUKE OR I WILL KILL YOU!> AND suCK! MAKE ME LIKE THIS!!" I couldnt talk back or i would have. But i refused to do what he wanted. NO! NEVER!
About 5 minutes after he practically raped my mouth, he left me to lay there on the floor cryiing. Told me i needed to MAN up. ANd be a trooped, and be a better fucker to him. And i couldnt say anything. Back, i wouldnt even look at me. "Harley, Im sorry. Its just i am a guy, and i need what i need. You understand that.. right?" "Fuck you Kyle.. go away" I managed to make out. Though my throat was still burning with sensation of what had happened. I hurt so horribly . I was full in pain. I still couldnt breathe. I was so scared.
When i was able to walk i ran as fast as i can towards the door. Making sure i had my cell phone first. And called caitlin when i was outside.
"Caitlin, help me. I need somewhere to go. Please." "Yeah Harley, where are you?" "Uhm, railroad tracks." "Okay, what happened?" "I will tell you later. Okay." "Okay, bye." "Bye." I was crying when i talked to her. And finally i saw her sister truck. ANd i started to run toward it. THey stopped and let me get in. "It was Kyle.. and lets just go." I said wiping the tears away from my face. The rest of the way to her house. it was silent. I was just lucky they were two streets away.
Finally we got to her house. Me and Caitlin went straight to her room. Got dressed into pajamas. Even though it was only 6:30. We sat there and talked the whole night. We only took breaks to go get food and things like that. "Hey caitlin?" "Yeah Harley?" "Can we not go to school tomorrow?" I said.. almost like a child. "Yeah.. we will stay home.. and get things somewhat started to sort out." "thanks caitlin." "No problem."
The next day. We woke up early. Around 8 in the morning. Then we planned out our day. We decided we would go to my house, and talk to me parents.. while kyle was at school. And we would get things.. well started. I was still scared. And i started to get anxiety hardcore. I couldnt believe what was going to happen.
OKAY.. so again.. took forever for this to come out.
Things are ruff over here. Sorry.
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&Jae