The Step Brother {two}

And i was sweating really badly. Thinking about what all had just happened.. Scared that Marie would know. "Shit.. Shit.." Is all i could think walking down the hall back to the room to get my note. I walked in and there Marie and Mrs.Dasco were. Reading the note. "WHAT THE FUCK!" I yelled.. forgetting i was inschool. Then quickly noticed. AND i got read. I knew they could tell i didnt mean to say that... and i was so embarrased. I ran over TOOK the note out of Marie's hands. And i just ran. I didnt know what i was doing. I couldnt believe i was doing it. I, Harley.. the girl that couldnt leave school on a friday without her books. I ran out the front doors and just fell to the ground. And there i sat. Silent.. not wanting to face the two ever again. I just started bawling my eyes out. I couldnt help it i was sobbing so hard. And i knew people could see me through the front doors, and no one came out to talk to me. I couldnt believe  just did that.

Like an hour passed, it was only going on to 7th period. I heard the door handle latch.. then unlatch as it closed. I knew it was Marie, I knew it. I saw her walk over.. then she slowly sat down on the pavement.
"Harley, Im sorry." she said.. pretending to be sympathetic. I could tell by the way she was talking. It was all an act just like my step brother did after he would do what he did to me. "yeah, whatever Marie. I dont wanna talk to anyone. I CAN TELL YOUR FAKE. Your not fucking worth it!" I said.. almost yelling at her. Then i just got up and ran away. I couldnt take it. i was just too worked up about it. I was having another anxiety attack. I made it off school grounds into the woods behind it. I fell the ground and tried to breathe.. But i couldnt. It was just too hard to gain my breath. So there i laid for almost an hour. I thought i would just wait till school let up.. But i passed out from not being able to breath. I hated anxiety attacks. But i awoke two hours later.. School had just let out. And i ran towards the front of the building looking for caitlin to tell what all had happened that day. But she was no where to be found. Then i started to break down crying.. people now that were walking out of the school building were staring. I began to cry harder. I couldnt take it. I was soo scared. I went into the school, on my search for her. I ran through it till Mrs.Edwards {the assistant princibal} caught me by the arm. "Excuse me young lady, but there is no running in the halls." Then she got a look at my face. "Wait.. wait a minute.. You the girl that ran OUT of the school today!" SHIT! is all i could think.. i couldnt believe what Marie did. "My office tomorrow morning. There will be no tolerance of these type of actions in this building." She said sharply to me.. then let me go. Then of course i saw caitlin walking towards me.

"HARLEY! Oh my god! i was soo worried about you! Why. what-" She was talking REALLY fast.. i couldnt bearly understand what she had said. "Marie saw the note. And i said "Fuck" In front of her and Mrs.Dasco." I said almost slowly.. Damn this day is crazy. "Harley, go home and go to bed. Call me in the morning. If your coming to school then i will come. But if your not.. then i will chill with you okay. ANd if your brother... If he goes at it.. Just run. Okay?" "yeah. I will call." I know as soon as i get home. No one will be home.. and hes gonna go for me. I know it. I have that feeling. I know its gonna happen. Today is NOT my day.. no not at all.

I am sooo sorry this is late.
My internet got shut down for a while.
REALLY! I AM REALLY SORRY! lol.
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*Jae