I saw my treasured angel, Jake. Maybe it was just a dream day I was watching, but it seemed too real. He knew I had his baby all along after his death. How did he know? There were million questions running through my mind that gave me a heart attack, but I didn’t have a heart attack at all. I was just relaxing in hospital until my doctor was telling me that I was perfectly fine and health to be free to go home with my parents. He gave me some medicines and notes for my baby inside my stomach and told me to take care of my child.
I was sent to home alone with my best friend, Stephanie. She drove me home in an entire silence until she broke it. I guessed she was wondering about my baby, my life, and myself. I sat back and relaxed my eyes closed. I was waiting for her question or conversation to be beginning.
"I wonder if I could be her aunt, can I be hers?" I smiled at the question she asked me, I nodded. As I looked at my belly, rubbed it with my white, same summer dress, and the memories came back in next minute. I cried. There was nothing that could stop me at all. "I want to say something that you will be surprised." Stephie nodded and grabbed my hand while she was watching on the road. I looked away and started to say, "I saw Matt last couple days ago and he was almost hurting me. Fortunately, I was lucky that Jake saved me from getting hurt by Matt."
"Oh my gosh, are you serious? You saw him again?" I nodded, as I told her everything as much as I could tell her because I knew she was my best friend who could always be there for me like I did to her in such a fair.
As we arrived at home and I saw Stephie’s grin leaving on her face. I was getting questioning myself over and over again. I didn’t understand at all but I opened the unlocked door. Everything went dark in the house and I thought my parents were home. Suddenly the light went on quicker than I expected for it. Everyone got up in a surprised from hiding behind the furniture. I was very astonished with my open mouth hanging on. "SURPRISE!" Everyone screamed at the same time at the full volume. I was laughing until I cried. Not just in miserable. It was joy.
We all had fun at my surprise party. We laughed. Everyone gave me many gifts as much as they showed their love to me. It was very beautiful.
After the party was over, Stephanie was still stayed with me and I told her if she could stay for a sleepover. She was alright with it and went back to home to pick up her stuffs. I was waiting for her in my room. I was looking up at the ceiling on the bed and hummed myself a song that Jake gave me. I smiled at every lovely memory we shared with filling of live, love, and laugh, but then I could see the spotlight in my eyes again where that ran into us. I was alive, but Jake was dead. It wasn’t so fair. I wished I was like Juliet dying with Romeo, but I couldn’t. I knew I had a baby with me.
Finally at last, Stephie arrived in my room with her smile far and wide on her face. I told her that I was ready to speak with my parents about having a baby with her.