Dear Isaac,
I know you just found out in February 4th. I know I never forget that day you just found out from Gabriel. Sighing, he is such a good friend, and tried to make me happy for me but he can’t do anything for me without my permission. I know he is sweetheart but I cannot believe he told you that I really, really like you very much in a big time. Even though I think it’s time for me to tell you. Yes, I mean it for reality.
I’ve written a lot of poems about you because you make me fall deeper and deeper from the sky. Hopingly, you will able to catch me when I fall but you already have your girlfriend in your strong arms. I don’t know what to say anymore but I have a lot of thoughts that make me want to say something to you. I may be secretly little jealous of you having a girlfriend, but I respect you. It is really hard for me to fall out of love until a challenge. It is not pretty easy for me because I have been through this same problem again since the past lovers were gone away from me.
Yeah, it is not pretty easy for me right now because every day is tougher than before. Sigh, I wish you were mine but you already have someone who loves you deeper than me. There is nothing I can do, but just let you go. So, I gave you two poems days gone by, and yes, I was scared. Of course, I am still scared if you say no but I am not sure anymore. I have to let you go because that’s my goal to make falling out of love. It is tricky for me every day of my life. I know you might be shocking after my little-eighth simple letters on the paper I wrote. Even through that’s what my feelings say out of my heart. Whatsoever your heart says, let me know, Isaac. I feel you are the one I find in years, but the time will tell someday. Yeah, someday. Know what? I’ve tried to say to you that I love you since the day I fell in love but I tried to stop myself from falling in love. I remember you told me that it is nothing wrong from falling in love and that makes my heart drums thunderously.
Let me know when your heart is ready.
I am always going to wait for you no matter what.
My heart will take forbearance.
Love Always,
Kathy
Author note: This is more letter to Isaac, my past lover, and it is old letter I gave him months ago but I'd like to post this letter anyway.
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Created on 7-3-08
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