“Well, I am not going to listen to you! Just let me go, Jason!” I hissed irately. My heart throbbed like mad. He still held his arms around my waist. Deep inside, I wanted to hear what he said, but I didn’t wish what words he planned to say. He might hurt me, and I was arguing with myself deep inside my thoughts. Staring at the dark blue carpet from my hazel eyes, Jason began to say, “Let me say something, please.” As his face walked toward my face, kissing my cheek. I turned up, looking at his baby blue eyes with the tears inside.
“Well, Gabby, we are going to Ash’s room! Jason, you are better not to hurt our Gabby!” Kath said to me, then to Jason right in our hurt eyes. Kath and Ash blew their kisses right away to me, and disappeared the living room to Ash’s bedroom. My thoughts screamed loudly enough in my skull, “Why do they have to leave us alone? It is not like were dating, why?” My heart beat softly, breathed inside and outside time after time, and my voice completely spoke kindly, “Why cannot you let me go? Why? It seem you are cheating with me on your girlfriend, am I right? Huh, please say something.” My head gradually stared at his cheerless, baby blue eyes, and then I turned away from his eyes to the white, naked wall. His soft, gently hand put on my chin, moved it to look at his face, and his deep tone began to answer, “Gabriela, I was blinded by my eyes, but your note made my heart beat every time I though of you. I realized I had my girlfriend, so I decided to break up with her. It is…all because of you. I love you.” I was surprised as well as my heart begun to beat happily, but I couldn’t do this. I was not ready at all. Jason started to pull something out of his pocket while I was sitting on his laps. He read out loud.
To one and only true love,
My heart beats until the end of time
There is nothing making me smile above
The darkened sky within a crime
You’ve stolen my heart
I wish you were mine
You are walking too far apart
You already have someone in your arms, isn’t fine?
The tears of love only for you
An eighth simple words out of my soul
I’ve always loved you since I met your blue sky eyes out of the blue
Little by little, my heart is healing a big black hole
Every single day, I watch your beautiful smile
Falling and falling from the deep darkened sky within the cheerless stars
Too many to count the mile
I’ve always love you with a millions of scars
Always love,
Gabriela Wood
My tears escaped from my eyes, and he still kept my poem. He folded the note, and putted it in his pocket. I was gazing down at the floor, and I said, “Just let me go, but I will stay here.”
“Yeah. Sure, but I want to let you sit on my laps, please.” As Jason located his hands on my cheeks, wiping my black tears. I nodded, and it wounded my heart that he truly loved me, did he?