Catch Me When I Fall (Prologue)

Every day, I always had been single since my birth. Nothing really changed until the day I told the truth how I felt for him. The way he dressed, walked, and everything else that really charmed me. He shook his dark brown razor cut hair with his pure fingers, staring at me with an uneasy smile. I gazed at his gorgeous, autumn eyes with my timid smile, giving him a paper in his hand. I walked away backward gradually with my joyless grin, mouthing, "I love you, and I will always love you."

I saw his expression turned into sad, because I knew he already had someone else in his arms. I couldn't let his heart to be cheated for me. The thunderous crowds in the hall screamed deafeningly throughout the school on the last day of school in the finale time.

I suddenly felt the surprised, warm tears out of my eyes, even though I was trying to not let myself weep into the flood over that boy I loved. I couldn’t permit it happens again. Not once again. I continued to walk on the way to the parking lot with many grave thoughts. It gave me one more pain in my brain, and then it ran to join my heart, giving it another soreness.

I move my way to my car gradually, and spoke through my mind, "Why did I do that? Am I doing the right thing? Am I?" I got in the car and actually refused to not let the tears slip down my face. Looking at the rear mirror, I saw the tears inside my honey eyes, putted my hands on the wheel, and completely ignored my eyes. I started to make an engine alive and drove behind a wheel on the road toward home. I started the radio turned on with a beautiful song.

--Maybe by Kelly Clarkson

The winds rushed backward and hit my car, blowing my hairs backward. I weighted my thoughts bulky. I carried on driving until I arrived home. I pulled in my driveway.

Once, I saw my parents' eyes staring into me. I didn't understand but I knew there was definitely something wrong. I got out of the car, walking on the direction to my parents from face to face. I expressed sadly, standing there.

My mom's straight, black hair was continued to blow over her face, but she seemed she didn't really care at all. Her face was straightened seriously but somewhat deep inside her heart, it was breaking apart, standing beside my serious father.

My thoughts weighted on my mind too deep, it was hurting too much to connect my heart. Dad began speaking seriously then cheerfully in the next second, "You are going to have to marry a handsome man named Charles Coleman. Oh, there he is!" I felt a tear slipping down my cheek once more with my blanked naked eyes, but then I felt someone breathing behind me.

I unhurriedly turned around and saw a tall, darkened-hair man standing in front of me. I slowly but surely was looking up at his face. His face was gorgeous as much as the sun, although then, I realized that my parents couldn't have power over my life, so I decided to escape away in the car. I never saw my parents once again.

Everything hurt but I moved on.