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being emo

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Created on 6-4-07

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everyone used 2 think of me as the funny blonde girl. but nothing was(still is) funny about my life. 1 day something happened and my friends started cutting. every 1 thinks that that was my first time cutting. it wasn't i don't tell them everything i should like that i wan'ted 2 die so bad these last few days and only there voices made it better, but only 4 a while. people laugh at us and i laugh along because someday i won't have 2 anymore. when? VERY SOON.

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On September 11th 2008 quizgirlton Said :

	that just barely happened to me but i'm trying to stop. I've only done it once!

On May 23rd 2008 shadyishott Said :

	hey look im not here to tell u to stop and i know its hard on sunday night i got really depresed and i cut and when i wuz done well i felt even worse and i did the most stupid but helpfull thing....i told my mommy i thought that she wuz going to yell at me but she didnt so plzzz dont hurt ur self i know how it feels to be told stuff i go thru it all da time but stick in it =]

On March 14th 2008 IchigosPassion Said :

	I know how you feel completely and totally. I used to cut, but I stopped. Every now and then I want to die too, but for now, you must just live life, until it decides it wants to take you away.

On February 27th 2008 flutytute Said :

	Hey, I'm just like you, except for that no one knows that I cut. When people ask about it, I just tell them I fell off my bike of got a rug burn tripping down the stairs (I'm clumsy so it works out perfectly). I know how you feel, but I just wanted to let you know that you're not alone in this. =)

On February 25th 2008 AngelOfNight47 Said :

	the thing you said about it being an addiction is so true. I used to cut. a lot. I was a loner, and didn't have any friends. Until this year. Then someone finally decided they wanted to get to know me. He ended up showing me that there was a reason to live. I still cut when we were doing out because like you said it was an addiction by then. He was my first love, and eventually we broke up. We were friends, and I continued to cut, but it was getting worse and worse... Why because two close family members died, and i was being stupid. One night we got into a big fight, and I haven't cut since. I lost my best friend that night, and I feel really bad about it. Moral... it may seem that no one cares, but out there somewhere someone loves you for you, and will miss you when you're gone. I'm not going ot say go get help. That's all up to you. Though I know how it is to be made fun of by people. Being a loner I always had everyone in my grade making fun of me. They still do, but now I have people who care about me for me so it's not so bad anymore.

On February 3rd 2008 mizzkirk Said :

	wht basterds i know how u feel about people laughing at you i most of the time get tht is realii un cofftable but i cover tht with just laughing with them and just sayin u r a chav tht is shamless you she die u r a waste of space and life lol i ahte chavs so much and i love emo,,indis,,skaters and like them type of people because they are real people they aint fake i am here with you x xXx

On January 10th 2008 bunnies4fun Said :

	im with u

On December 30th 2007 sophiarock15 Said :

	ehy i kno u don't kno me but sumtimes its easier to talk to a person u don't kno it made my life easier and i still want to kill myself too so just talk to me and i'll try all i can to help! if u want it!

On November 3rd 2007 MakeOneForMe Said :

	Wow, a lot of people have an opinion on you. Looks like some are good and some are bad, but you can't really give them any blame for an opinion since you put your self up for them to see. You're going to get opinions from other people judging you all your life, that's a long time, even if it may be 3 days to 30 years. You might not realize how similar you are to the people who stand there and laugh. Do you not judge somebody by their hair? Do you not comment on "preps"? Do you not hold yourself and your friends higher than the rest? Do you not make a thought about someone upon sight of them? Good or bad, you judge everyone you see, every day. You are no different from these people who laugh, you are just as they are with a different set of clothes. To take all of this to extremes seems pretty pointless, don't you think. It's simple and easy to follow a trend, like to cut or to dye or hair, or to be blond and play sports. But, trends don't define us, the categorize us. For all this to be your reason of dying, you might want to re-think it. Get a better reason first.

On November 3rd 2007 xxxloserfaceee Said :

	well i know what your feeling like. trust me. Your not the only one out there, but at times it feels like it when everyone else is just in their own life. your right. it is an addiction, addiction that seems to be the remedy but it certainly is not. yet to you and me it seems to be the sources of all happiness, no? but so far..i've learned this It cant be a remedy if your hurting yourself.. i cant tell you "stop cutting yourself it'll only make things life" because i do the same thing. it'll only make me a hypocrite & a liar. Im not going to lie. Yes it feel damn awesome to cut. And yes i am addicted to it. Hell, i dont think theres a day i can live without it. But im not gonna be like nearly everyone else who says "go to church. get help fast. your stupid" Obviously they really had no right to say that. Who ever said you were stupid. your not ok? dont let others pull you down. -andii

On October 26th 2007 xXFARYLUVXx Said :

	thanks 4 all that ur saying (nice ppl) but i don't cut bc i wanna die anymore it's an addiction i just need to feel the blade and the pain to be happy.

On October 7th 2007 kissme4u Said :

	just ignore those ppl..i went though the same exact thing. i didnt get help just one day my friend saw my wrist and she looked at me, i will never forget that look, it looked like she was afriad and sad. but ever since then i stopped bc she told me that its not worth it. to kill yourself just bc of what other ppl think about you...its just not worth it...remember that k

On September 3rd 2007 frosca1234 Said :

	hey i know it might not help but your not alone. I'm not here to call you stupid, your not, i'm not gonna tell you to turn to God or Jesus or anything like that if thats your type of thing then do that. but i will tell you that you are NOT AlONE!!! I cut myself, i'm a self diagnosed Bulimic and for others to tell me these sorts of things only makes things worse. If you WANT help or to talk to someone there are people avaliable but they can't help you unless you want to be helped. If you want to talk message me. until then take care and remember SMILE =)

On September 2nd 2007 yomama45789 Said :

	ok..i only made a testriffiic to reply to this.i think that this might be somthing you need to go to god on. what wwould your family think if they found out you wanted to kill yyourself.even iif you dont reply to this message, i wish you would think this over anoumyous\\\\\\\\

On August 23rd 2007 sarfasa7668565 Said :

	i was put into a foster home for 2 years and it was a horific time but i stu through,n i used to get beat by my step dad when i was lil but i stuck through, i lost people in my family i really care about but i stck through, n if i stuck through because people i no still care about dont want me to get hurt.i beg u to stick through cuz i care.n im not no grown woman saying this to help u . its coming from a 13 year old who has been homless befor and can feel ur pain.but i want u to plz stik it through

On August 19th 2007 baileye1982 Said :

	i want to tell you one thing i used to want to die because i almost got put in a foster home...and alot of my friends have died but me nowing that you might die kill me ever though i dont no you and you may not even reply..just think how people would fill without you..

On August 16th 2007 Melanie82092 Said :

	Hey girl listen, I'm not hear to tell you your stupid and need to get help fast! I'm just saying that i've been in the same situation and felt the same way as you do! Just remember your not the only one that hurts on the inside... But don't hurt yourself with suicide or cutting because its just not the answer! If theres people out there who make fun of you or talk about you behind your back stand up for yourself and ignore all words said! You don't have to stand for peoples bullshit! But you don't need to hurt yourself either!

On August 11th 2007 hotrocker010 Said :

	hey just to let u know, u are not alone, xXFARYLUVXx. I used to cut too, but really it doesnt help anything. Im not telling you to get help, but why do you feel this way?? Why are you so miserable? This may not help much, but it made me feel better and know that my life isnt too bad: there is some one out there who has it worse than you. So please, if you dont think there is anyone out there who cares that you are hurting, there are. I dont even know you, but i know where you are coming from and it really sucks. Just know that you shouldnt act on those feelings, okay?

On August 2nd 2007 vickydied Said :

	ok to this last chick who commented . ur rong and thats just me but if this chick who rote this really thought that then she would of sed someting and unlike for some ppl ur mom and dad's littel book of storys from god dont help every one

On July 29th 2007 Jessi54 Said :

	Whoever TaUroNui is your not the one who decides who goes to heaven and who goes to hell. Someone named God does that. Whoever wrote this. God Loves you. Go to church. He is help.

On July 23rd 2007 xXFARYLUVXx Said :

	I'm not on drugs!

On July 23rd 2007 monkeyzombie27 Said :

	get off the drugs and get help seriously.

On July 22nd 2007 xXFARYLUVXx Said :

	AHHHHHHHH! shut up shutup shut up! ur only making me feel bad! why me! WHY!

On July 17th 2007 TaUroNui Said :

	omg 1)stop cutting urself its stupid and will get u nowhere but hurt 2) dont kill urself if u do u will go to hell then u will feel a lifetime of a lot worse than u do now. killing urself will get u nowhere but even more pain, and u should feel good about having a future and friends and laughter forget about the past and all that bad stuff its time to look to the new. If u really need help, turn to jesus he will help u. go to church they will help u too.

On July 17th 2007 gnomezy Said :

	... Ok, why would you start cutting? I mean come on, there is no reason EVER to do that. You should get help and umm tell people what you are feeling! Im sure the people around you dont want you dead. A couple of years ago my best friend at that time well, she aways talked about how she hated everything and how she wants to kill herself. But I was a good friend and got her help and now she is doing fine for the most part in that way.. all Im saying is if your friends knows all this and if they do nothing, thet are not very good friends. and anyone who reads your stoie thing should feel all good about it and be like "omg I do that to!" or whatever, because thats not a good thing and you people need to get help so you feel better about yourself and everything around you. and most of all dont kill yourself. Because you know what with most people who kill themselves, right before they die they want to live, but its to late and are dead. If you do ever think about killing yourself, just think of all the people who love you and wouldnt want you do do it, about the people who would miss you, about all the crying that would happen. And dont say you have no one, because you do, everyone has at lest one person who cares. bitch me out if you like, say I dont know what Im talking about or whatever, I dont care, if you think that is what would make you feel better, but really deep down you know Im right.

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