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Bleeding Tears: Chapter Ten
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 Created on 8-6-07
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I was in a hospital room; I looked over to the window with the table next to it. There was a daffodil in a vase. The bed felt queer so I looked to what I was laying on. I was shocked I saw Christian; he was asleep on the bed also, with his arms wrapped around my waist. He had tear traces running along his face
“C-C-Christian.” I said with a quite voice. His eyes had opened and looked down to me.
“Jamie you’re alive! Thank god” He shouted while placing his head in the crock of my neck holding my tighter. I felt the tears rushing off his face and on to my neck.
“Ah! C-C-Christian! T-T-That h-h-hurts!” I said.
“Jamie you have that stutter again.” Christian said while wiping tears from his face. As you know, I had a terrible stutter when I was little. In the mental institute they taught me to speak better. They said it was from a child hood experience.
“I-I-I k-k-know i-it’s b-b-because w-w-when I-I-I w-w-was k-k-knocked o-out I-I-I s-s-saw m-my l-l-l-life.” I stuttered badly when saying it.
“Didn’t you get my e-mail?” He asked.
“W-What e-mail? W-When? I … w-was …was…”I said lying, remembering what happen during the time, the pain burning through.
“…oh” Is all he could say. I felt him kiss my bruised temple lightly.
“I wish you did before you did this to your self.” He said while running a finger lightly along the words DEAD on my arm.
I began to shiver as tears welled in my eyes. I turned around and hugged him shoving my face into his chest. I don’t want anyone to notice, I don’t want to live in hell anymore…
“Jamie…why. Why did you do this? You know I love you, I don’t want you to hurt anymore…please stop.”
I couldn’t hold in my tears any more I cried, so hard. Probably the hardest I’ve ever cried in a long time.
“I-I-I’m s-sorry I-I d-didn’t-“
“I know its fine now. I just wish I could take your pain away…” He said forlorn. I stopped crying… I don’t want him to hurt... “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about Roxie and me. Toluse explained what happen that one day when he came to visit you. I know you had a crush on me, and I didn’t want to hurt you anymore. You’ve had enough problems in your life. She broke up with me because she thinks that all I can talk about is you, and that’s kind of true. I can’t get you off my mind. Jamie. I love you”
He leaned his forehead on mine and I could see the tinted pink painted a crossed his face. I gave a faint smile and lightly kissed him.
“I love you more.” Having that said, I brought his hand up to my cheek looking at it and then back to his face. I could see him swallow and begin to move his face closer to mine, stopping, and our faces only centimeters away from one another. He looked at my hand holding his to my check, and look back to me asking that silent question. I nodded and we kissed again, closing my eyes. I could tell this was more intense then before. When I felt his tongue flick over my lower lip I jerked my head to the side.
“N-Not now, p-please.” I said, I could see the disappointment in his eyes and then he sighed. Then he smiled again while wrapping his arms around my waist and brings me closer to his body.
“Only for you then.” He told me while leaning us back and resting his head onto mine. I was…happy, I closed my eyes slowly, and we both drifted off to sleep.
The next week I was to stay in the hospital, but Christian stayed with me. I think the only time he left was to go to school, and that wasn’t for to long, he said he skipped morning P.E and 7th hour Child Development, he also said that those were okay to skip by his standards. He brought me my homework and sat behind me while helping, and at night, he stayed there with me. The Nurses said it was cute so they wouldn’t tell the doctors. I was thankful; I didn’t want to be left alone once while I was in the hospital, I might have a relapse and I don’t want to wake up with out him, my angel
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