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   It's almost five.Why am I so nervous?It's only a conversation.With a guy who might possibly love me.Gar!!!!!I thought as I made my way toward Andy.I sat down accross from him.I had my hands together on the table.He looked up,reached out for my hands and started to speak.
 "Julie,I know the last few days have been confusing for you.They have been for me too.I'm really glad you decided to talk to me."
 "Andy.Andy Andy Andy.I really only have one question for you.If you love me as much as you say you do,why did you cheat on me?"We stared at each other for what seemed like hours.He opened his mouth to speak several times,but he couldn't think of any so he closed his mouth every time.I left him to think by himself.I sat on a tree's roots and watched the sun go down.
 "Hey.Can I sit down?"Andy said from behind me.
 "Sure."I replied quietly.I'd been thinking of the actual fun times I had had with Andy.There were a lot.
 "I think the reason I cheated on you is because I was afraid."
 "Of what?"My voice sounded distant.His sounded troubled.
 "Of this.Of us.I was afraid of commiting to you.I was afriad that it wouldn't work.That you would find a huge flaw in me and turn away.That I would lose you forever because I always watch football extremely loud and don't listen to a conversation."
 "Okay.But why would you be afraid of commitment.We're in 8th grade.We met in 6th grade.You started cheating on me last year.You couldn't know if this was love or a little middle school fling.You would never be able to know that.There's no way."
 "I know.But there's just something about you that makes me feel like we would be together until we died or someone better came along and ruined it."
 "Oh."I sniffled.A tear ran down my face.He was being so amazingly sensitive and sweet.I couldn't help it.Another tear ran down the other side of my face and he noticed.He took my face in his hands and made me look at him.He stared into my eyes.His looked so paied.He was in actual agony.
 "Don't cry.Please.I can't take it when your in pain."It's like he's Edward from Twilight  by Stephenie Meyer.I thought.We stared at each other as the sun finally made its way behind the width of Pikes Peak.After a few seconds he leaned in and kissed me.It was the sweetest kiss he had ever given me.His lips crushed mine and niether of moved an inch.He finally pulled away and let go of me.I reached out and hugged him.I started crying in his arms.He stroked my hair and held me close to his chest.I looked up at him.
 "I'm sorry.I guess I felt the same way you did.I just didn't know it.I love you."
 "I love you too."A tear slipped over his eyelid.He smiled at me.I smiled back.Maybe this would turn out all right.We sat there together until Cindy found us and us that our mothers were worried.Andy walked home alone.While Cindy and I made our way home,she had to ask.
 "So are you two back together?"
 "Yeah.Come on.It's bed time sissy."
 "You can't order me around!"
 "Yeah.But it's fun"
  Twins.I thought as I headed up the stairs.

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