The lyfe of an emo...short story

Some people dont understand wat its like to feel left out and pushed around. Well hannah does, year after year she gets pushed around and bullied. She has friends but she doesnt know if they are really her friends, or just some people that want to pick on her. One day she got in trouble and she got sent to the office, so she went to the office. When she got there she saw 4 boys that also got sent to the office. The boys were sitting in a seperate room, but she couldnt help but notice that they had knifes. She didnt care b/c at that moment she wanted 2 die. Then as one of the boys saw her being lured to the room he said, "Hey ya'll put the knifes away theres a girl coming." Then the other 3 boys said, "Who cares, its just a girl." The boy turned around and gave them a look, and they all put their knifes away. When Hannah came in the room and sat down, the boy asked her what her name was and she answered, "Y, who cares anyway." Then he said, "Damn it was a simple question..and i care." She turned around and said, "O..i was just saying b/c nobody cares..and my name is Hannah. So may i ask what your name?" He turned around to look at her and replied, "O, how can somebody not care about a bueatiful girl like u? My name is Brandon and these are my friends are Eric, Zac, and Kyle." Hannah was so surprized that he called her bueatiful and she said, "Ummm...everybody..and im fugley. Can u just leave me alone now." Brandon replied, "No ur not fugley, u are one of da most bueatiful girl in this skool, and ok ill leave u alone." After about an hour of silence Brandon got up and put a piece of paper on the desk Hannah was sitting at. Hannah noticed it was a phone number..and she guess that it was his phone number. She picked it up, telling herself she wouldnt call him. Then she gave him her number, then he turned around and smiled and left the room. Later that night he called her, b/c he knew she would never call him. When she picked the phone up he said, "I like u, do u wanna maybe hang out sometime?" She answered in a surprized voice, "Sure i would love that and if u do hurt me, i just want you to know that i would beat you down. Don't think that i cant or wont, i've been hurt to many times and i haven't evn had a boyfriend yet. Dont be the first boy that gets his ass beat." He answer in a real quick reply, "Ok, ok I will not hurt u, if u don't hurt me." She said, "I cant promise anything and i know nobody else can either. So therefore we are on the same path. How about we hang out at the park, the one on Sunset st." He replied, "Ok..i know where that is, how about tomorrow after skool?" Hannah said, "Ok, that sounds great."

The next day she woke up and remembered that she was goin to hang out wit Brandon after skool and she said, "Damn I should have told him I don't go to skool on Fridays. O well, i will still be at the park waiting." So at 3:30 she went to the park and when she got there he was sitting on a swing. Brandon said, "I did't think that you would come b/c u didnt go to skool today." She said, "O srry i forgot to tell you that i dont go to skool on Fridays. So anyways y did you wanna hang out wit me??" He said, "I want to get to know you better before i rly knew if i wanted to ask u out or not." She said, "O, u rly think u like me that good??" "Yea..so whats the anwser? Do u want to go out with me or not," he asked. She replied, "Let me think about it and if you call me tonight i will tell u the answer." So they hung out all afternoon, till at least 6:30, then she went home. An hour later her phone rang, it was Brandon and he asked her, "So do u wanna go out or not??" She replied, "Yea, of course i want to go out with you!!" He was so surprized he yelled, "YAY!! Im sooo happy." So they talked on and on till about 12:00 and she said, "I got to go to bed..soo i guess ill talk to you tomorrow then??" He said, "Yea, of course..byeeee...luv you." She got so surprized she started to stutter when she said, "Yyyyeeaaa....llluuuvvv yyyooouuu 222." He started to laugh and they both hung up. She had nevr had someone tell her that they loved her.

The nxt day she woke up and got ready to go outside. When all the sudden her phone rang, and once again it was Brandon. She picked up the phone and said, "Hello, watz up?" He answered, "Nothing, i was just wondering if u wanted to hang out 2day." She said, "Sure y not, how about the park in 10 mins?" "Ok, talk to you then." When she got there, he was waiting 4 her. He said, "I have an important question that i need u to answer trufully." "Go for it, shoot ur answer and i will b true." He asked in a stuttering voice, "Are u emo, and y did u say yes when i asked u out?" She replied, "Yes, im emo, but wat does that matter. I said i would go out with u b/c i think i love u and u are the first person that told me that u loved me." Damn she just has to be emo, and shes so nice he thought. He said, "O..Ok..i was just asking, soo do u cut yourself?" "Yea, but i haven't cut myself since i said i would go out with u," she replied. He said in an unhopeful voice, "O..Ok..i have to go ill call u tonight..bye ..luv u." She said, "Ok..ill b at home like always..luv u 2..byee."

When she got back home it was 5:00, at about an hour later he called her. Right after Hannah said, "Hi" he said, "I think we should stop seeing each other, its just not working out." After she heard that she hung up and went outside, where it was raining, where nobody would notice she was crying. She stayed outside till 12:00, then she went inside and straight to bed.

When she woke up she didnt get up out of bed, she hurt so bad, the only person she thought loved her, was a fraud. She sat up and cryed all day, she didnt care if she died that day.

The nxt day she went to skool, she stayed away from everybody evn her friends. Evn though everybody stared at her she ignored them, she was used to it and she didnt care. An hour before skool ended, she went up to one of Brandon's friends, Zac, and asked, "Do u still have your knife, you know the one that u had the day we met?" He replied, "Y are you even talking to me, and yea y?" "I wanted to ask you that question, and b/c i wanna know if i can borrow it 4 today," she replied. He said, "Ok and sure, here bring it back tomorrow." She said, "Ok, i will." After skool ended she went home, went straight to her room. Put her stuff down, took the knife out, and layed on her bed. Should I do it, no one cares, so wat does it matter, she thought. That was it, she pushed the knife into her stomach, she was dead.

The nxt day Brandon noticed she wasnt at skool, but he thought she probably just didnt come, but then he thought its Monday. The only day she doesn't come to skool is on friday. Then he thought maybe she got tired of people staring at her. So he went on and forgot about it, then Zac came up to him and said, "Hey have you seen Hannah, i lent her my knife and she is suppossed to give it back today." Brandon said, "U idiot, shes emo, don't you know wat emo do when they get knifes??" Zac replied, "O, damn, im srry, and y do u care anyway?" "I dont know, i just have this feeling about her, i think i love her. How can i love someone that is emo," said Brandon. Zac said, "Evn if she is emo, all she needs is a little love and she would change. Now look at who is the idiot." Brandon said quickly, "Yea, ill talk to u later, ima go see if shes ok." Brandon went to the front desk and asked, "Do you know where Hannah W. lives?" The lady said, "Yes, h/o one minute. Ok here you go here is where she lives." Brandon said, "Thank you very much. Bye" When he got to her house, he knocked on the door for a long time. As he stood there knocking, he thought, what if she doesn't answer. What if she killed herself, he tryed to push the door, and it swinged open. He got scared, he ran into all the rooms until he got to her room, where he found her. He ran to the phone and dialed 911, he told them everything.

He was the only one at her funeral, and when he saw that, he went to his house and got his knife and killed himself. So he could be with her, b/c he loved her, and didnt think he would ever love anybody else.