"THAT MOTHER FUCK PROBABLY WILL DIE THANK YOU VERY MUCH. YOU HAPPY HE IS IN HORRIBLE SHAPE." I got off his bed and sat in the floor. I couldn't believe he was talking like that and about my dad. I looked at the note that he handed me and I wanted to read it so bad but I was to upset to read it right then. "That guy that hit you is my dad. He was trying to commit suicide. Sammy made him feel like shit for what he did to me and her when we was younger. He left and we didn't know what he was going to do until we seen the news. Your mom is out there waiting to see you. I'll go get her. And I will let you have some time to yourself and then come back to see you tomorrow." I got up off the floor and he grabbed my hand.
"Katie, I'm so sorry I didn't know. Please just stay in here. I don't want to see my mom I want to see you. Katie I'm in love with you. Please just please stay for a little while longer." I leaned down and gave him a kiss on the cheek and sat down on the bed.
"Your mom really wants to see you. I will go home and get some clothes and I will sleep in here with you tonight is that okay. It gives everyone else time to see you and gives me time to stop crying."
"Okay but you better be back here I will be waiting on you." I gave him another kiss on the cheek and walked out of the room. I walked half way down the hall and callapsed on the floor crying. I sat against the wall just staring at the note Rodger gave me. He wrote in purple pin. Purple is my favorite color. I wonder why he wrote in purple he has never writen in any color but black or pencile what is with the sudden change. I decided to read the note but I was afraid to. I opened the note and started reading it.
Hey Baby,
I know you might be wondering why I'm writing you in a purple pin. Well I remembered that you love the color purple and for our 2 year annversery you bought me a pack of colorful pins and asked me to use them at least once. Well guess what I'm using the purple one are you happy. Well I am so sorry about everything. I didn't really want to break up with you. You mean the world to me and I was going to ask you to marry me. But the guys in the locker room was bugging me and then I just said that I would break up with you to get them off my back. And as soon as I said that Eddie and Nick came into the locker room. I am in love with you Katie and I never wanted to lose you. Please will you find it in your heart forgive me. I really want you back. I will be at the park waiting for you in our swings where we had our first kiss. Please come to me. If you don't show up I know that it is over between us and I fucked up. Please Katie I'm in love with you please forgive me. I want to be able to make you made and hear you scream Rodger Roy Wilson and tackle me to the ground like you use to. I don't care if I ever hear you call me Honey again I just want you to yell at me. Please just come and see me. Yell at me one more time. I miss it. It always showed me you truly cared about me. Please Baby, I want to hear my full name come out of your mouth. I'll be waiting.
Love always and forever,
Rodger Roy Wilson