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Why Does He Love Me And Why Do I Love Him? Chapter 15
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"Take your time. You don't have to tell me right away. I know this is really hard for you." I looked up at him. I was still crying I couldn't stop. I needed Eddie with me, he could help me calm down long enough to talk and if I couldn't talk he knew all about it. I got up and walked over to Eddie and then walked back over to the doctor. "This is really hard for me to say, I haven't told very many people this. So please just bare with me. And if I just can't talk I'm gonna let Eddie tell you. Is that okay." "That is fine sweetie." He really need to stop calling me sweetie. I braced myself and began telling him everything.
"Okay so my dad is a little sick in the head and abusive. When I was little my dad would rape me and my sister's. And one day he came home and was mad so he wanted to take it out on someone. He took it out on me. I threw me against the wall and then beat me with a baseball bat. I was in the hospital for 6 months and he only came to see me 3 times. Eddie here came everyday and brought me roses each and everyday. Anyway, when my sister Sammy got old enough to move out she bought a house and I moved in with her. And that was around 4 years ago. Well me, my mom, and my dad didn't talk at all, me and my mom still hasn't. But my dad came to see me and Sammy today to show me my new sister Daily and her mom Danni. They are right over there if you want to talk to them. Well you can really only talk to Danni, Daily's only a couple days old. Well Sammy got really mad at my dad and told him he was a horrible father and some other stuff. Well my dad got upset and left and what he meant by he had to go is he was trying to kill himself. And I guess he ran into Buddy's truck and Buddy was on his way to see............" A nurse came running into the room.
"Doctor come quick something is wrong with Mr. Caldwell." The doctor and the nurse ran out of the room and I just wanted to follow them but I knew they wouldn't let me in the room to see him.
"Babe-E what is happening. I don't want to lose my dad. I know he is a complete asshole and needs to burn in hell for what he did to me I just don't want to lose him." I landed in Eddie's arms and started crying.
"Baby he's going to be fine everything is going to be fine." Eddie sat down in a chair and put me in his lap and we just sat there while I was crying. And then another doctor came into the room and was talking to Anna. She bursted into tears and I ran over to her.
"Mom are you okay. What's wrong with Buddy, he's okay right." I looked up at the doctor.
"Yes he is fine, He finally woke up and he is asking for a Katie Caldwell. I'm guessing you would know who that is." I looked at Anna and then she smiled and we both then looked up at the doctor,
"I'm Katie sir."
"Sir I don't hear that very often. Well Buddy is asking to see you and if his mom gives you permission I will take you back there to see him." Me and him both looked at Anna and she just smiled at me.
"If I get to go in there right after her I will be glad to let her go see him." I gave her a huge hug and then the doctor took me back to him and I just stood in the doorway watching him. He was looking out the window. I just stood there not saying a word and just watching him. He looked like he was getting mad. He finally called the nurse at the desk.
"I thought you guys was going to send Katie in here I have been waiting forever to see her. Send her in here damnit." I couldn't help but giggle a little but he didn't hear me.
"Sir we did send her in there she should be in there already." The nurse said and he hung up the phone and he looked over at the door.
"What the hell Baby. How long have you been standing there." I started to get tears in my eyes. He looked awful and plus he called me baby. He's not supposed to call me that we broke up. "Oh don't cry Baby I mean Katie. Sorry I'm not use to calling you by your name." I started crying right then.
"No please call me baby. I want to hear it. I love when you call me baby." I walked over to the side of his bed and sat and the end of the bed. "I'm really sorry Buddy. I never wanted this to happen."
"Don't you dare blame yourself this is all my fault and what happened to Honey or Rodger Roy. You have never called me Buddy a day in my life so don't start now." I started laughing and layed beside him in the bed.
"Rodger Roy Wilson how can I love you so much when you just broke my heart into just a few hours ago?" He gave me a kiss on the top of my head and I just wanted to melt.
"Baby I am so sorry I thought Eddie could keep a secret but I forgot it was about his best friend and The girl he was in love with. I just was talking about it tho I wasn't really going to do it."
"Rodger Roy, thinking about it is just as bad. I was in love with you and you kept breaking my heart more and more all day today. First you lied to me about you and Sarah, then get on the bus and I hear from my bestfriend that you was gonna break up with me. Do you know how much that hurt me?" All he did was turn to the window and look out of it, not saying a word. "RODGER ROY WILSON DON'T IGNORE ME I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW. WHY IN THE HELL YOU DID THAT TO ME AND IF YOU KNOW HOW BAD IT HURTS ME?" He looked at me with tears in his eyes.
"YES I FUCKING KNOW OKAY I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW. I KNOW I BROKE YOU HEART BUT YOU ALSO BROKE MINE. AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I DID IT. I GUESS I WAS AFRAID. AFRAID YOU WAS GONNA LEAVE ME FOR SOMEONE BETTER AND I WANTED TO LEAVE YOU BEFORE THAT HAPPENED. BUT WHEN YOU BROKE UP WITH ME IT KILLED ME INSIDE. SO I WAS COMING TO YOUR HOUSE TO GIVE YOU THIS NOTE." He handed me a folded up not that had Baby writen on it. "AND I ALMOST GOT THERE AND THIS CRAZY GUY GOT ON MY SIDE OF THE RODE AND RAN INTO ME. I HOPE THAT MOTHER FUCKER DIES." I just started crying when he said that....
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| On July 18th 2008 toni2006 Said : | |
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really good Kmpp |
| On July 17th 2008 MiSSBoSSAAYxDD Said : | |
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kmpp |
| On July 17th 2008 xxixlovexyouxx Said : | |
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ahw, so sad |
| On July 17th 2008 yeaitzJess Said : | |
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OOOOOH bad choice of words. very. very. very, bad choice of words. I want to read the note. i think this story is really good, but if shes going to marry eddie than she CAN'T marry Rodger too. PLEASE KEEP ME POSTED!!!!!!! |
| On July 17th 2008 albanianvukaj Said : | |
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aww man...
kmp please |
| On July 17th 2008 JasmineMCRmy Said : | |
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awwwww kmpp |


