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The Pain I Once Had
Drama
 Created on 11-5-06
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One day I had just gotten home from school, and my mom was watching t.v. I went to my room and started to listen to music. All of a sudden i heard her yelling at my dad for no reason. My name had came up in the conversation. My mom siad " Stephanie was a mistake, We shouldt of had her. She was born out of hate." I broke down in tears. The fact that I wasnt wanted, it made me wanna kill myself nowing that no one in my familied really cared about me. I was in tears for a long time. I wanted to give up already. The only person i wanted to talk to wasnt here anymore. The next day I went into my room and locked myself in there. I didnt come out of my room for 3 hole days. I was just in there thinking about how im useless and that nobody loved me. Somtimes my moom would say that they switched me at birth. Somtimes she makes me belive it because she always tells me that and I dont even look like any of my brother and my sister. She always says im adopted. Th eonly person i could really talk to is my best friend Arletn. There the months things around here got better. My mom went to therapy. But the thought of her saying that about me still flies around my head like a bird in the sky. Whoever reads this I thank You for your time on reading this story. Thank you.
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Please Login to post comments| On June 1st 2007 gennae Said : | |
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I`m so so sorry!!!!!!!! I would hate for my mom to say that!!!!!!!!! |
| On April 30th 2007 EvilGenous12 Said : | |
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.....I know how that feels... My parents r still in denial fer poppin me out... |
| On March 24th 2007 stitchchick92 Said : | |
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I know how you feel. I was a mistake. My dad didnt believe he was my father and he had to take a dna test just to prove it to him. Im 14 and he only tried to get in my life a year or so ago. God has blessed me in many ways though. He has given me the best friend i could possibly have. She is dealing with family problems too. She just says no matter what God loves me and so does she. Just pray. |
| On March 21st 2007 boohaleyboo Said : | |
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wow she does seem like a bitch but its ok people still love u. |
| On March 21st 2007 boohaleyboo Said : | |
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wow she does seem like a bitch but its ok people still love u. |
| On January 10th 2007 ConnieGardner Said : | |
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Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! What a bitch. |
| On December 9th 2006 Vay03 Said : | |
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That is so sad i don't no wat 2 do if my parents eva said dat!!!!!!!!! |
| On November 21st 2006 maggie1987us Said : | |
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Just so you know, I had almost this exact situation happen to me, my mother left when I was five, she didn't like me very much to start with but after she left she would come in and out of my families life and then when I was sixteen she told me that she never wanted to have me that she would have had an abortion but my father wouldn't let her. I haven't spoken one word to her since then, I'm nineteen now and my life has been so much better wihtout her in it, even if she didn't want you here that doesn't mean you don't have a purpose live your life for you and don't let anyone's patronising opinions of you stand in your way, she may not have wanted you then but get out there and make yourself a person that any mother would be proud to call her daughter. |
| On November 14th 2006 geminiqt25 Said : | |
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WoW...that was very touching!! but stephanie if you still think that your a mistake don't because nothing in life is a mistake!! God made you for a reason,not just so that your mom can make u feel like a horrible person, not to make you hear all those cruel things your mom said, but for a reason!! you shouldnt cry over that because you know what even tho you might think you don't have any one else to turn to in this world, you do you always will!!!! Trust me i have done alot of things that i regret and i have also said alot of things that i also regret saying, and trust me sooner or later those words that you hear coming out of ur mom's mouth will soon be regretted!! if not now den later...but trust me one day it will be, and she'll notice that every thing she said was a mistake not you!! just hang in there and you'll see!!!!
laterz,
Sabrina a.k.a- barbie :] |
| On November 12th 2006 Krystal321 Said : | |
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hey gurl dont cry over that it will get better it will be like a cinderella story for u just like it was for me thats exactly how my life was but now its not ur life will get better and ur friend will come back 4 u so keep ur chin up |
| On November 11th 2006 lastdyingpassi Said : | |
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Wow, keep your head up high kid. Maybe you should TRY to talk to your dad about how you feel about this. I know it's not that easy from personal experience 'cause i have a hard time talking to my parents too. Once you've discussed it though you might feel better and things might start to get better. Good luck! |
| On November 11th 2006 mzotk Said : | |
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hey there gurl..i kno how u feel but it's ok gurl..other ppls still loves you ok just keep that in mind..ur not alone..much love to u.. |
| On November 10th 2006 angiesoolovesy Said : | |
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That was very compelling. God loves you and you are important to him. No matter who you are, the choices you make, etc. He will always love you =] Dont forget either that you are here for a reason. You couldve just saved someones life by simply writing that.
^_^ |
| On November 10th 2006 MsMychell Said : | |
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Stephanie.. Everyone has a purpose. No person is ever a mistake. Just because your mother clearly suffers from a mental disorder, that doesn't mean that what she says is true. I know it is truly hard to ignore the mean and rude mental abuse parents can do to their children, but when she says these things you have to think she is sick. Your mom needs help, and if your dad is tolerating that, he needs help too! I am sorry that you have to go through this pretty much alone. Just get through it! Use it as a tool to help others who may have the same and you will be ok!
The best thing to do is tell your Mom that the things she says hurts. Write a letter. Express yourself and use her phrases to add into that letter. She may not realize that what she is saying out of rage is affecting you. She may be wrapped in her own world. Be strong and know that no matter what, you can always find a listening ear. Thank you for sharing that with us! |
