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When we left AJ's neither of us could stop smiling. We rode home staring at each other the whole way. At every red light I would stop and we would start kissing. This went on for the entire ride, and as fate would have it every light was red. I pulled in the hotel parking lot, took off my seatbelt, and there was a small pause before we jumped at each other to start making. We sat in the car for about 30 minutes before we got out and started walking around the hotel. Then came a moment I will never forget. We were walking on a pathway behind the hotel when I told her I loved her and wanted to be her boyfriend. I asked her out. She of course said yes and we kissed. It was May 8th, 2006. I was sleeping in her room that night, because they had to be at the airort at 7:00 AM the next morning for their 8:00 flight. We walked up to her room, and when we got to the door, I pushed her up against it and we started making out again, this time my hand unbuttoning her pants and going down. I'm not sure how long we were ther, but it was a long time. After a while we went inside and went to bed.

We woke up at 5:00 to get ready to leave, and left for the airport at 6:15. She started getting tears in her eyes as soon as I drove out of the hotel. I drove her there, kissed her goodbye, and told her I was coming there that summer to see her. I watched as she boarded the plane, then  got in my car and headed to work.

After that we spoke everyday. It was a strange feeling. When I would talk to her, it was as if we were the only people in the world. We were more in love than any couple in history. Romeo and Juliet, Richard Gere and Julia Roberts, Noah and Allie, none of them could compare to the two of us. But when we weren't speaking, and I was with my riends, it was as if I became one of them. I wasn't sure what to do. Her mom set it up that I was coming to visit on June 22nd, and stay for 3 weeks.

One night, about a month and a half after Julia left, I was driving through my town with AJ, when I got a call from Jessica, a friend of ours from IBHS. Jessica's my best friend, in female form. I love her to death, and always will. She wanted to smoke so we went over there to. Whe we showed up, her friend Amber was there. Right at that moment I should have walked out the door because I knew nothing good was going to come from thatt night. Jessica told me the day we met her friend Amber thought I was hot and wanted to sleep with me.

Just as I suspected, it was not a good night. I got really stoned, lied about Julia, said we weren't dating, and slept with Amber. Old habits die hard, and this one wasn't any easier. It was a a week before I was going up to see Julia, and I had just been unfaithful. For almost two months I had behaved myself, to a point. I still spoke to other girls, hung out and flirted with them, but never did anything. I was ashamed of myself and didn't know what to do. I avoided Amber for the rest of the week, which wasn't an easy task. I was more focused on m relationship to worry about some dick whipped girl that was hooked on me all over one night. I made  promise to myself that I would confess, I just wasn't sure when. I wanted to tell her face to face, but I would never have a good opportunity. I was going to visit her for 3 weeks, and I couldn't tell her then, that would ruin the whole visit. Two weeks after I arrive home from Julia's I ship to Basic Training, so I had to figure it out.

Author's note: My internet is back up and working again, so LDL is going to be published daily again. Sorry for the wait, it wasn't any easier for me either.