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why i write

Fiction Created on 10-10-07 Views(69) Story Rating G

some of my friends ask me why i write dark poems and storys well its

all in my past half of my life my big brother use to beat me up he use

to hit me so hard it would hurt to walk or to lift me arms he even

gave me a black eye once i bet some of you who are reading this are

saying why did'nt you hit back well i could'nt i am a careing person i

can't hit my own brother i just could'nt but i dont hate my brother if

it was'nt for him i would have came home with black eyes every day hes

always there for me when i needed him i guess you can say some of the

darkness in my heart came from my brother but it was'nt just my

brother it was some of the kids i lived around wanted to kick my ass

for no reason as i got older and tryed to get a girlfriend and failed

i started to see love as something i could'nt have then i didnt

believe in love it was about that time when i started to write first

it was about magic then it turned into dark storys. you know some

times i feel like theres two sides of me fighting the light within and

the darkness once i almost lost the fight i got drunk and my brother

tryed to chroke me to death all i could think of was killing him i

thank god for my friends for pulling him off of me before i did

something bad. im scared that when i get drunk my darkside would come

out and hurt everyone see this is why i write to keep my darkside

within me and to get my hate out i fear one day i well lose the battle

within but as long as i have love ones i well never give up.

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On December 2nd 2007 nyalok Said :
nyalok thats deep!
On October 15th 2007 alexia66 Said :
alexia66 this is ..what its like for me but in a different context
On October 11th 2007 sky335201 Said :
sky335201 thank you my friends for keeping me out of the darkness and thank you big brother for making me stronger thanks
On October 10th 2007 sky335201 Said :
sky335201 call me what you want call me stupid call me anything but thanks to my big brother almost nothing can hurt me