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Light vs. Dark part 3 the battle beigns |
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Heart beat part 1 |
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what is love? |
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why i write |
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why i write
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some of my friends ask me why i write dark poems and storys well its
all in my past half of my life my big brother use to beat me up he use
to hit me so hard it would hurt to walk or to lift me arms he even
gave me a black eye once i bet some of you who are reading this are
saying why did'nt you hit back well i could'nt i am a careing person i
can't hit my own brother i just could'nt but i dont hate my brother if
it was'nt for him i would have came home with black eyes every day hes
always there for me when i needed him i guess you can say some of the
darkness in my heart came from my brother but it was'nt just my
brother it was some of the kids i lived around wanted to kick my ass
for no reason as i got older and tryed to get a girlfriend and failed
i started to see love as something i could'nt have then i didnt
believe in love it was about that time when i started to write first
it was about magic then it turned into dark storys. you know some
times i feel like theres two sides of me fighting the light within and
the darkness once i almost lost the fight i got drunk and my brother
tryed to chroke me to death all i could think of was killing him i
thank god for my friends for pulling him off of me before i did
something bad. im scared that when i get drunk my darkside would come
out and hurt everyone see this is why i write to keep my darkside
within me and to get my hate out i fear one day i well lose the battle
within but as long as i have love ones i well never give up.
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| On December 2nd 2007 nyalok Said : | |
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thats deep! |
| On October 15th 2007 alexia66 Said : | |
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this is ..what its like for me but in a different context |
| On October 11th 2007 sky335201 Said : | |
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thank you my friends for keeping me out of the darkness and thank you big brother for making me stronger thanks |
| On October 10th 2007 sky335201 Said : | |
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call me what you want call me stupid call me anything but thanks to my big brother almost nothing can hurt me |


