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    When we reached Jenny she was wobbling around all drunk and disoriented. "Are you okay?" I asked her.  "I had to pee!" She let us know sluring her words. "Well" I hesitated. "Did he? Did you guys... do anything?" "No! That's fucking disgusting!" She exclaimed loudly. I let out a sigh of relief. Veronica helped her with her clothes, and we both helped her back to the fire where she passed out on a blanket.

    "We should go." I told ronnie. "Yeah maybe you're right." she sighed. We got help in carrying Jennny back to Veronica's car, and pulled away. "Shit!" "Veronica, where are we going to stay?" I asked in a panic. "I don't know." She replied. "Maybe we should turn back." I looked in the back seat at Jenny. "No." I said. "Let's just go to my house. I'll deal with my Mom in the morning." I said unsure.

    We snuck into my house, and they both slept, while I lay awake my stomach growling, and my mind restless. I woke them up early reminding them they had church. They got ready in my bathroom, while I went to make some strong coffee.

    My Mom walked into the kitchen, followed by my youngest sister Jessica. "Hey Ashley." My sister greeted me groggily. I was pouring my coffee and told my Mom it was a little strong.  She looked at me for a long time, then finally said "You look tired." "I would be too, if I got in at four in the morning."

    Damn! I thought to myself. I was too tired to deny it or even think up an excuse. She would ground me for ages if she knew where I had been all night.  "We'll talk about it later Mom. Nikki's still at Alysia's. Jennifer and Veronica are getting ready to go to  church." I explained. "Fine later." She sighed. I let out my breath. Later I would come up with something.... no now! I had it.

    "Well, It's really not like we did anything bad Mom.  We went to Olympia to catch a movie, and since Veronica is new here, and I don't drive, so I never pay attention, we wound up in the wrong lanes, and panicked. We would have called someone, but it was getting late, and we wanted to try to get our way home without having to bother you or her Mom. Since our house is closer, we decided to stay here. They called their parents and told them when they woke up." I lied.  

    My Mom looked at me skeptically, but didn't ask any questions so I was relieved. Veronica and Jenny left, and I went to take a shower. I surveyed my self in the three way mirror. I did look a little thinner I decided. My arms were skinny and my stomach was flat. I stepped on the scale. 99.5! Yes! It was working! I suddenly felt more awake then ever and decided I would do all of my excercises today, and not eat anything.

    When I got out of the shower, I suddenly felt dizzy, I was hot and hungover, and had to lay down on the bathroom floor with my towel. My heart was racing. I stayed on the bathroom floor for what felt like twenty minutes, before I found the strength to stand up and get dressed. I chose some shorts, a tank-top and sandals. I looked in the mirror again. I noticed how my clothes fit differently. I smiled. My face was a little more skinny then I wished for, but I always had a skinny face and high cheekbones didn't help. I looked tired, but my eyes were sparkling, and I felt like air as I walked out of the bathroom into my Mom's room. Jessica was in there eating cereal, and my Mom was finishing her coffee. I plopped down on her bed. (in case your wondering where my Dad is in this picture, My Mom left him when I was three months old, and I never would see a picture of him until I turned nineteen , I finally met him when I was twenty. That's a whole different story though, and I don't wish to go into it) I was sitting on my Mom's bed looking at my legs. They too looked thinner, but I still wanted them skinnier. Suddenly my Mom yelled "Oh my God!" "Ashley your shoulders look disgusting!" "You look anorexic!" "How much do you weigh?" She demanded hotly.

    I looked at her in shock. "Mom, I still weigh the same!" I exclaimed. "I've just been toning up more with excercise." 

    Over the next few weeks I became a slave to my routine, never missing a day of excercise no matter how tired I was. Everyone was worried. I didn't care though. They just want me to be fat! I kept thinking. One weekend I let Veronca dress me goth. I was in a size zero skirt, fishnet stockings, and Huge Mary-Janes.  I loved the outfit. Especially the shoes that made my legs look really long and skinny like a super models.

    She had plans to meet a girl from online at the Olympia mall, her name was Pam, and she was a virgo like me. Veronica was a scorpio. They made-out in Pams car, until we decided to head into the mall. Before we went in we decided to smoke. I was happy I had my own pack of Camels. I was standing there smoking and freezing to death when I felt someone staring at me. I looked around, andsaw a girl who was soo skinny her face looked caved in. She stared at me long and hard. I smiled half heartedly at her, and told Veronica and Pam I was ready to go in. 

    We went in and I got a diet Dr. Pepper from the food court. I then had to use the bathroom. I saw the girl in there again. She looked so skinny. She had to be Anorexic. I thought. She looked at me hauntingly when I was washing my hands. I hurried back out of the bathroom trying to flee this girl who looked at me tooo intensely. It made me uncomfortable. I wonder what her problem is I thought to my self, as Veronica and Pam were leading me to the theatre, telling me to act twelve so I could get in cheaper. I played it up as a twelve year old,  talking as little as I could. We got in, me for half the price. I sat there not paying attention to the movie though. I still felt that girls eyes on me. For some reason I was full of fear.

    (to be continued)