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+ 6	your my propity [1]
+ 7	My Suiside
+ 4	my story,my life,and how it changed for the good
+ 7	how can u mommy?......
+ 1	story of my life [2]
+ 4	STORY OF MY LIFE

Why cant i die?

im so tired of this shit

in a car in a bus i wish it will crash

boom!!!! goes the bus i smile and i die

i cant choose my mom or dad

my brother or dad

my life or dad

my happines or dad

or should i just live with my drug adict aunt

should i leave my 11 year old brother go thru the shit im going thru

having suicide on his mind

should i just put the blade to my wrist and die

and leave him alone

i have to choose

i have to pick the write one

i cant live this shit no more

i wish i had the guts to put the blade to my wrist

and just cut and die

should i kill my brother then me

i need help plezz help me

mom or dad

brother or dad

mom or dad

life or dad

happiness or dad

drug adicted aunt or dad

i need help i want to die

plezz god let me die

i luv my mom brother and dad

but i cant choose

god help me plezz

cant they see that im always depresed

or are they blind

i cry all nite wen every ones asleep

so i wont hurt my brother

so he can see every things alright

this is real my parents are getting a devorse

and i dont think i can handle it

my mom has this bad ass boyfriend

but its ether a guy i hardly know

or my daddy

i stoped cutting but i think im gonna do it deeper

tonite so i can feel the pain deeper

you dont have to read rate or comment or anything

im just throwing my feelings out here

and to say im soo tired of this shit

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