STORY OF MY LIFE

I WAS 4 WEN MY GRANDFATHER DIED I HARDLY NEW HIM BUT OHH WELL BUT WEN I WAS 5 OR SO I WAS RAPED BY MY UNCLE IT HAPPEND FOR A WHILE BUT I THEN TOLD MY PARENTS BUT NOTHING HAPPEND BECUZ I WAS YOUNG AND THEY [NOT MY PARENT] DIDNT BELEAVE ME SO LIKE YEH I WASNT LIKE THE OTHER GURLS THAT STAY ALL QUIET AND HAVE AN EMOTIONAL LIFE I HAD AND STILL HAVE A GREAT LIFE KINDA.WELL LIKE WEN I WAS IDK LIKE 10 OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT MY CLOSEST AUNT AND CUZIN LEFT TO INDIANA, SOME WERE IN CHECAGO,IT MIGHT SOUND STUPID BUT SHE WAS MY 2ND MOTHER AND 2ND BROTHER AND WE WERE ALL REALLY CLOSE SO I THATS WEN I WENT THRU A REALLY EMOTIONAL STAGE AND EVERY NIGHT I CRIED TO SLEEP FOR LIKE 2 YEARS. MY FIRST CUT WAS ONE DAY WEN I FOUND SOMETHING SHARP [ITS A JOKE THAT NO ONES SUPOSED TO LEAVE SHARP OBJECTS OR MARKERS NEAR ME O AND FIRE] SO I TRIED IT IT FELT GOOD IT LET GO ALOT OF STRESS AND PAIN SO I KEPT GOING. MY PARENTS AND MY FAMILY DO NOT KNOW ABOUT IT SO THAT IS WHY I KEEP A HAPPY BUNNY BRACLET ON IT.
           I AM NOW 14 MY LIL' ANOYING BROTHER IS 11 AND MY MOMMY AND DADDY IS 43 YEARS OLD AND MY DOG IS 4 OR 5 BUT HE DIED AND THATS ANOTHER STORY HE WAS MY EVERY THING I TOLD HIM EVERY THING AND WHEN HE DIED WAS MY LOWEST DAY EVER. I HAD TOLD MY SELF THAT I WOULD STOP CUTTING AND I WAS DOING GOOD ON THAT PROMISE FOR ABOUT A MONTH BUT WEN BONES DIED I DIED AND I CUT IDK HOW MANY TIMES BUT I DID BUT I STILL DIDNT FEEL BETTER I STILL DONT FEEL BETTER.
           I AM GOING TO THEREPY AND TAKING SLEEPING PILLS CUZ LIKE I SAID I CRYED MY SELP ASLEEP FOR LIKE 2 YEARS IT CHANGED MY SLEEPING PATERN SO IM TAKING SLEEPING PILLS AND SOME PILLS TO CALM ME DOWN CUZ IT U ASK MY BROTHER HE WILL TELL U THAT I NEED MORE THEN 1 PILL ADAY [WELL I DO COME FROM MY FATHER][HE HAS A REALLY BAD TEMPER ON HIM AND WELL I GOT THAT GENE LOL]
                 WELL THATS THE STORY OF MY LIFE  AND AS FOR MY AUNT AND MY CUZIN I STOPED CARING [WELL THATS WAT I TOLD EVERY ONE ELSE AND I TRIED TO CONVINCE MY SELF] AND I STARTED TO HATE THEM I GUESS U COULD SAY I STILL DO BUT I STILL CALL THEM ON THE PHONE AND ALL,AND WAT REALLY MADE ME HATE HER IS WAT SHE IS DOING. SHES SELLING DRUGS IN FRONT OF MY LIL' CUZIN AND WAT HURTS THE MOST IS THAT HE KNOWS AND HE GETS MONEY OFF OF IT AS WELL.

WELL ANY WAY I HOPE THIS TELLS U A LIL' MORE ABOUT ME AND I HOPE U LIKE IT PLZZZZZZZ READ RATE AND COMMENT PLZZ AND THANK YOU 8]