The Abscence of You

I walk alone. Everyday alone. I never thought i would ever be alone. I try to stop the tears from falling but i just can't. It's this fear i cannot rid my mind of. The abscence of you is depressing, scary, it feels like a dream. I feel like i am sleeping. Because their really isn't a world unless you are in it. It's nothing. It's a like the night cold dark and lifeless. What has happened where have you gone i keep telling myself "you'll be home again" but you're not. I hold on to your picture and i never put it down. I don't know where you have gone to but i miss you and i need you.

I don't reamember what happened only that i was staring at your smile before i woke up. The terrible headache i had and this dizziness then a scream i heard calling my name. I could feel myself running but i couldn't tell if i really was or if i was dreaming. everything was blurry and as i ran to the balcony of the upstairs i saw something someone dragging you away. I screamed for you and i tried to run for you. I tripped down the stairs i fell face firstl. I looked up i saw a figure black all over. I tried to save you but i couldn't. Was that a dream or something real.

I remember waking up in my bed. My mom is in the room i asked. "Where is she?" mom said she had to go home i fell back asleep feeling sick from a headache. Something in my mom's eyes wasn't right i felt something intense.

Now i sit in class staring out the window. I follow the droplets of the rain down to the rim of the window. I swear i can see you but it's just an illusion. You should be sitting next to me right now. I turn and stare at your desk and i can't stop. I close my eyes i see your smile. I open them and see an empty chair. The bell rings and i go to the cafeteria and sit alone. I don't want to chat with friends. They will bring it up i know they will. I can kind of hear them mumble a little.

"I heard she was kidnapped" james said

"Now she ranaway." said tammy

"No, No she couldn't have. she would never leave HER, alone"

Her as in me he was right. Somethings wrong and i have to find out where she is because she would never leave without me by her side. I feel sick i can't eat a thing i just stare out the window hoping she would walk by. "Please walk by" i thought to myself. I started to cry. I ran out of the cafeteria and into the bathroom. I couldn't go the rest of the day

i went home early around 12:30. no one was home. I went to the back room to get my sweater. I then heard a bang comming from the basement. I walked to the basment door and i had my hand on the knob.

"What are you doing home?" my mom asked. I turned to her. "i just don't feel well is all."

"Go upstairs and rest." she said. I went upstairs and as i walked about half way i heard that noise again. "What is that?" i asked. "Just some broken pipes I have to get fixed.Go on and sleep." i went to my room and slept a little. I couldnt' stop thinking of her. i started to drift into a sleep and maybe sleep is what i needed

I was awaken by thunder. It was about 4 o clock and i could hear banging again. I went downstairs. "mom. those pipes are annoying." i said. She wasn't home. I went to the basement and turned on the light. As i was walking down i could hear the banging. I turned the corner and i could not believe what i saw.

i dropped to my knees and just stared. It had to be a dream. This was just too insane to be real. "Jessica?" i whispered. She was chained to the ground. by her neck. She couldn't even sit up. Her face was covered in blood and it smelled like rotting food. She has been missing for three weeks. I can't believe i found her. In my basement. I got up and ran to her. I wrapped my arms around her and i just cried. I'm so glad i found her. "How are you here?" i asked. She just hung her head. "Jessica, answer me please. Say something." Then i heard someone come down the stairs. "I told you it was just- the- pipes."

"YOU DID IT! Why!" i screamed. "Eternal damnation for what you are!" she pointed to Jessica. "Just let her go, mom. Please." i said. "I Can't do that. She is a spawn of the devil. She drived my little girl to sin." she said. "You're insane. just let her go please." "i didn't want to do this but i have to destroy you too." She held up a bat and i just closed my eyes and covered Jessica. The bat hit my face and i feel to the floor. All i could see was Jessica infront of me. "Smile for me please, just one last time." i said. She smiled. "I love you." she said. " I love you too." i said. They next this i know her blood splattered onto me. "NOOOOOOO!!!!" i screamed. She was dead. My mother took the chain that was around her neck and put it around mine. "If only you would have kept your nose out of my business. Now you shall live in darkness. "No mom, please!" she started to walk upstairs. she turned the light off. Jessica's body was still next to me. I could feel myself soaked in her blood. I couldn't get up the chain was too short. All i could do was lay there and cry and die drowning in Jessica's blood.

THE END