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The Friend, The Rapist..
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So here's my story.. How do I start?
I was raised in many many states, seeing as my father was in the military, So i was Born in Alabama-- But my most recent memory, Is one that will stick with me for the rest of my life.
My dad had a friend named Jeff, with a family, that my brothers, sister, and I were all great friends with. The youngest daughter, Ashley, was a great friend of my sister, Stacie, and I. Eric, The middle of the kids, along with the older brother, Dustin, who was about 15, was friends with my brother.
My dad had many affairs while in the military, and they were all with short haired women. My mom told me that she wanted to cut all of her hair off, so he would be attracted to her, so she decided to get a haircut one day, leaving The Oldest of the kids in the other family, Dustin, to watch us all. After about two hours, Stacie, and my brother, evan passed out playing video games, leaving just Dustin and I awake. I went to my room, and started to play tea cup(I was 4), when dustin came in and started to play with me. I was having a good time until he picked me up, and put me on my bed, and started feeling all up and down my body. I felt really wierd, I had no Idea what was going on, and I was uncomfortable so I attempted to get up, and Play tea cups again. Wrong. He picked me back up and started to take off my clothes, and I started telling him "No!," And "Stop!" Wrong. He didn't stop, next thing I knew, he was sticking something in me that hurt with Excrutiating pain. I started crying begging and pleading in pain for him to jsut leave me alone, but he wouldn't. He kept pushing and pushing and Inside I was screaming louder, and louder. I thought I was dying. Finally when he was done, he said "It was just a piggy back ride, Don't tell anyone, promise!?" "Okay..." I replied, but only out of fear. He left with no hesitation leaving me stripped of my innocence and naked at four years old. I looked "down there" and saw nothing but blood.
Seeing as I was four, I immediatly told mommy when she walked through the door, and she told daddy, who to this day doesn't believe me. My brother and sisters were irate with me because "their friend" couldn't come over anymore. I was so sad no one believed me. I didn't even know then it was called "SEX." I now realize alot of things I didn't realize back then, and they hurt, But telling my story so you can all read it, means alot to me, and helps you relate to what I've been through...
Thanks..
Comments
| On June 10th 2008 kimmeh24 Said : | |
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I'm very sorry that this happened to you i hope your dad and brothers and sisters will some day believe you and i'm actually scared of that happening to me.I just don't get why people do that. Sorry. |
| On January 9th 2008 redsam594 Said : | |
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im sooo sorry that happen to you..thats really really not right or fair or yeah
im sooo sorry
i hope one day people will believe you i would have |
| On January 1st 2008 rockergirl929 Said : | |
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i srry u had to go through this.....its sad that this happened to u! especially at 4 yrs old....i srry.thats wrong that noone believed u thats just wrong...it makes me angry... |
| On December 26th 2007 Doublecheck Said : | |
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Your dad is a fucking asshole and your siblings are ignorant! they should all pay for doing what they did. especially dustin! grrrrrrrrrrrrrr! this makes me so angry. a father should always believe their child when they say somebody hurt them. i know my dad would have gone PSYCHO angry if i told him somebody raped me even if i was lying. i'm sorry this happened to you. it wasn't fair at all! you lost your virginity at 4 years old and you didn't even have a choice. you pour soul, they're going to get whats coming to them, eventually.
it took courage to tell your story. |
| On October 6th 2007 YourSweetie247 Said : | |
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Did this really happen to you? |
| On July 31st 2007 AnishaCEstrada Said : | |
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omg thats sad. Ur dad should have believed u. U were 4 years old wat else would u hav done. |
| On June 24th 2007 DaRkDaYz Said : | |
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wow omg i feel so bad!!...an yo dad shoulda believed u!!...but im real sorry |
| On June 8th 2007 lilangelofgod Said : | |
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i believe you and i know it feels when no one believes you it really sucks and its hard to find some one to trust with your secrets and stuff. i'm sorry that you have to remember this and it probably hurts thinking about it. i hope you are better and that it never happend to you again. it was well writen and im sorry.. |
| On June 3rd 2007 rokmisox26 Said : | |
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i dont know u but i believe u... who wuld lie about that? |
| On May 28th 2007 lonchaney4ever Said : | |
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Hey i totaly understand u that happened to me too it waz horriable i still remember but dont worry life will go on and im soooo sry that happened to you |
| On May 13th 2007 regina1teeny11 Said : | |
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aww that is so sad im like crying now ='( and the part about your dad =( |
| On May 12th 2007 iluvvillevalo Said : | |
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awwww
im so sorry for you :(
jsut remember ur not alone |
| On May 12th 2007 nalobabee Said : | |
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wow... at 4 yrs. old I would think someone would have believed you. Did you not say that it hurted and u were in pain? But, people like dat should be put in prison and charged for life. Dat's really sick and so not right. wow gurl... really sorry to hear that u had a rough childhood not, having ur family believe u. wat a sad moment... |
| On May 10th 2007 missmicahduh Said : | |
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Wow. thats very sad that your father doesnt believe you. and im soo sorry that this happend to you. my baby cousin was 2 and her brothers friend who was 8 at the time decided to stick his fingers in her and lets just say my uncle WENT CRAZY. im soo sorry this happnd to you and i hope one day you father will believe you. |
| On May 6th 2007 thekoolkid13 Said : | |
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my parents would have believed me if i told them something like this...then that boi would be in his grave. |
| On May 6th 2007 PeAcEnotPiEcEs Said : | |
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wow. i am so sorry. i hope that someday your dad will believe you. |
| On May 6th 2007 barbaraew Said : | |
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i am really sorry for what happened to you in many many ways i can relate and feel you pain,just know that he will answer to god for what he has done and will get his punishment in the end , i hope talking about it helped you and i will keep you in my prayers. |
| On May 6th 2007 hackerlord Said : | |
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i hate when family members dont wanna believe in shit.. lame asses always thinkin this n that.. fuck those bastard.. plus also i would kill that fucker |
| On May 6th 2007 Lookin4TruLuv Said : | |
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Wow! Amazing and tragic story.Very well written..and if you ever just need to talk about this...send me a mesage. :) |
| On May 4th 2007 pinkiseffinhot Said : | |
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really sad |
| On May 4th 2007 dureall Said : | |
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To not believe your child when something like this occures is total neglect in my opinion. No matter what age, If my child was to tell me that someone had molested or raped them I would defently listen., It seems you had the blood as proof somethin toke place, such a shame they didn't listen. |
| On April 21st 2007 sammyannolivel Said : | |
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thanks all of you- and my mom told me she believed me, and matter of fact, less than a week ago, my father and I talked about it, and he said mom never said anything about it- so I have no idea what to believe, but thank you all for taking rime out to read and write some input on my story |
| On April 20th 2007 077James Said : | |
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Very well written,but its kinda makes an effect on ones imotional state....not sure what to emply on this,its kinda sad and scary, I do hope what had happend will consume this man for all he has done to hurt you! I pray that all his hurtful acts consumes him as much as if a man had been burnt in a live fire. I'm comforted in knowing all things we do come back to us,so I hope you to will believe that wrong will be repayed with wrong.Even if you do'nt take this action into your own hands,know that it will happen to him and it will be worth for him in the end!!! |
| On April 19th 2007 hippygurl92 Said : | |
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i'm so sorry to hear that...it was really brave of you to speak out like this...you're in my prayers, and my heart so goes out to you...i believe you, if that helps |
| On April 19th 2007 joshattack Said : | |
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wow, I'm resally sorry to hear this... |


