PuNk pRiNcEsS 4

"you`re ok!", i woke up to see joey and i was in a strange room i`d never see before, "joey.....", "thank god! you`re ok", "where am i?", "dont worry about that , you`re in a safe place, i`m sorry for what happened, i did`nt mean to, its just that i love you too much", my head was still kinda dizzy and i still did`nt feel completely ok, i got up and peeked out a window in that room to see it was still night time, where am i? this place looks so weird and too quiet.It was starting to scare me that i was in this abandoned place with my phsyco boyfriend and a dizzy head," are you ok? say something aly!", "uh, um i`m fine i just wanna go home, joey i really need to go home, please take me home now", "alright, but you`re gonna meet me here tommorow, i cant come pick you up because i have something to take care of, this place is just a little far south from the park, come on, i`ll show you when i drop you off at your house,if you still have a problem then, call me i`ll send over my friend to pick you up, ok", i nodded "ok".On my way home i touched my lips to see what was the damage , it was`nt so good, i`d been bleeding non-stop.

What the hell was i gonna do with joey now? it was going to be harder than ever to break up with him now, it seemed that he would never let go of me even if he had to kill, gulp!, every time i thought about that my entire body started shaking on the inside.I really needed help, i had to call vanessa an d ask her for help."i told you not to talk to me unless you break up with that phsyco!", "listen nessa, thats exactly whhy i`m calling you, look i`m really sorry for what i did, but you have no idea how bad my situation is, its getting worse, he wont let go of me, how do i break up with him, you`re my best friend help me with this please", "ok, i`ll help you get out of the mess you got yourself into, when`s the next time you see him?", "tommorow, at this really wierd abandoned place, oh nessa i`m so scared", "dont be scared, be strong .Its now or never, you`ve already made this mess bigger by avoiding it, dont avoid it any more, you have to deal with it, you have to do this tommorow, the sooner the better, if you have any trouble with him, or if it gets too serious, call me and i`ll be there with my dad" , "i guess i can try, oh thank you nessa, i have no idea when or how i`m gonna do this tommorow". "just dont think too much, i mean how hard can breaking up be? once he realizes that you dont love him anymore he`ll let go, just dont worry,get some sleep ok, i`ll talk to you tommorow, bye", "thanks nessa, bye".

I had to get some sleep but how could i? even in my sleep his face would appear in my dreams, he was`nt the face of my angel that he once used to be, now he was a frightening image in my mind, there was`nt a time when i thought of him and my hands did`nt shake.If i would`ve atleast told mom about this, she could`ve given me some advice.Nessa was right, it was now or never, i had to get rid of this, i had to end this, i had to clean the mess that i`d made, but who said it was going to be easy, infact it was going to be the hardest thing ever.MY god! i never thought a little shopping trip and my curiousity would get me in so much trouble, i wish i could hit a rewind button on my life and prevent this from happening, what in the world was i thinking.God please help me, i know this is something that i should`nt have done but i had to do one more thing to stop it, and i was coming closer to that time by every second on the clock.

It was alomost time,just a few more hours, it was like counting down to your own death. Even though i was`nt ready i had to push myself, i had to get through this, i kept convincing myself, and that made me a bit more ready than i was, nessa is right, how hard can it be?i should`nt make such a big deal out of this, besides i`ll feel better afterwards with the load off my shoulders.I`d talked with nessa on the phone this morning and she comforted me that everything would be fine, i was`nt so sure about that anymore because it was a quarter to three, just 15 mins left.

AUTHOR`S NOTE:The next on is where all the action happens, its really exciting, i`m working on it as we speak, please do rate and comment cuz that means a lot to me, when i think i have good enough ratings on this one i`ll post the next one right away!