Punk princess 3

every day it became more difficult not to think about him, i could barely eat or sleep, i was online ,chatting with him half of the day and thinking about him in the other half. I could`nt understand what was happening to me, i was spell binded by him,i was getting D`s in english, the subject i aced.When i got my first D in english i realized it had gone too far, i had to get him off my mind, i had to do something else.My friends were even beginning to tell me that i was gettng crazier by the day, "what`s wrong with you! its like you`ve been brain washed!!!" i still remember the conversation i had with my best friend vanessa, " if you cant live without him, then, live without me! i`ll talk to you the day you break up with him, till then, bye".This was too much for me i was becoming crazy, i could`nt hear a word against joey, i even lost my best friend , but i could`nt bring up the conversation of breaking up with joey, when i was with him i was a different person.I decided that i had to keep on trying and i would try that night when we`ll go for a walk.

He came through my window at eight. "hey beautiful, lets go", i climbed down my window cuz i still had`nt told my parents about him, how could i? what would i tell them, mom, dad, i`ve been dating a gangster, a killer ,a very dangerous man.NO WAY!. I would get in so much trouble, as if i was`nt already in a lot of trouble.We walked for a couple of minutes until we were far from my house, we held hands the whole time, we usually never spoke that much on dates , it was usually me who brought something up, all joey did was hold my hands and stare into my eyes and i could`nt help but stare into his.Thats why every time i was away from him i thought about him, cuz the image of him in the moonlight just could`nt escape my mind." um, joey" i finally managed to say something, "yeah?", "i, um, wanted to know about......us and i wanted to know where this is going?", "this is`nt going anywhere, you are`nt going anywhere , i wont let you! you`re mine and we`re always gonna stay together!" he was starting to scare me now, my hands were starting to shake and a chill ran down my spine,"uu-um, ofc-course, we will be together f-forever" my head was spinning really fast, i could`nt think,what was i going to do now?!? "um, joey i dont feel so good , please take me home", "it`ll be ok, just lie down for a bit and it`ll be fine, i want you to stay with me longer than this",he layed me down on his lap and played with my hair.I just wanted to cry but i held it in somehow, it was like a horrible nightmare i`d gotten myself into, i just wanted to wake up!, please tell me this is`nt real!, i could`nt help but let out a tear, when i felt the drop of moisture run down my cheek i quickly tried to wipe it but before i could joey caught it and put it in his mouth, "your tears are tasty, i wonder if your lips taste the same" he held my face close to his and kissed me, it was the best kiss ever,there were so many emotions going through my body at the same time that i could`nt tell if i was more scared or delighted,we kept on kissing for about 15 mins and he bit my lip, i felt really dizzy, the whole park was spinning, "joey..." i uttered out his name and fell into unconsciousness.