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What was Jake going to say? This was all I could think of all afternoon, all night, and all morning. I didn't even know when he wanted to talk. Until my first class, History, in which I sat with Jake, among others. My stomach was in a knot all lesson, Bianca was in this class as well. Everytime he spoke my heart stopped... would he say anything?

Towards the end of the lesson, he turned to me casually, "Hey Xen, did you wanna come over this afternoon?"

"Umm.. yeah sure," I said back, hoping it sounded like a casual friendly hang out.

"Jake! Xen is my boyfriend, you know I won't be home this afternoon! I've got netball practise afterschool." she said, she seemed shocked and appalled that Jake would invite me over while she wasn't there.

"Geez, Bianca! Learn to share" he said, emphasizing the last word. The knot in my stomach tightened.

"Yeah well, hang around Xen, I'll be back at about 6:30 ok?" she said to me.

"Yeah sure B," I said, smiling at her, hoping it looked like I couldn't wait. Really, I doubted I'd be there that late. I wanted to get through whatever Jake wanted to talk about very quickly and leave.

The weird thing is, that time flies when you're having fun. But time flies even faster when there is something you dread so much at the end of the day. The whole day was a blur, and all of a sudden the end of school bell was sounding. I met up with Jake where he told me to and we walked back to his place.

The whole way there, it seemed that there was nothing wrong, that we were just two friends walking home together, talking about our day. But I was worried and my responses were getting shorter and snappier as time went on. He didn't seem to notice until finally we were back at his place.

I followed him to his room, noone else was home. He sat down on his bed and I sat on his computer chair, half spinning around anxiously.

"Settle down Xen, it's not what you think, I'm sure," he told me. Huh? What else could it be? Hadn't he seen me making out with another guy just a couple days before I went out with his sister? Surely he wanted to hit me, blackmail me? I dunno.

"What do you want Jake?" I asked, with an unmissable tone of desperation. I wanted this to be over. But all of a sudden, he looked as nervous as I felt. He looked down to the floor and was going pale.

"Umm.. well.. what is going on between you and Mike?" he asked.

"Well, we were both pretty drunk after your party and we were walking home, and we just kinda.. you saw." I said, I was going to tell him how it really happened, that Mike was gay and came on to me. But that was up to Mike to tell him, not me.

"Oh..." he said, sounding weirdly disappointed. "So there's nothing there? You guys aren't gay? Or into that kinda stuff."

What the fuck? This was weird. Was every guy in this town gay?

"Umm.. well I know I'm not, I was just in a weird place that night." I told him, but nicely. "I can't talk for Mike ofcourse... but I know I'm not.... Why?"

"You think Mike is gay?" he asked, ignoring my question.

"Umm.. not sure... what's up Jake?"

"Nothing, wanna go play PS3 or something?" he said, changing the subject.

"Sure man. What games do you have?"

We played the PS3 until Bianca got home at about 6:45pm. Neither of their parents were home yet, they worked in the mines as well and weren't due back til late. When Bianca got home Jake promised us some 'quality time' and went to his room.

We watched TV for a while, with me spooning her on the couch. We talked about our day, our sexscapade in the maths room and us as a couple. It was soothing, having someone in my life like her. I never thought I'd find someone to share this with in this town. I'd never had a serious girlfriend before, only a long line of hookups and regret.

Before I knew it, it was 8:30. Time really had flown, just laying there, talking to Bianca. I'd never been able to share this type of moment with anyone before, it was surreal. Being content with eachothers company, not needing to rip eachothers clothes off, though there was plenty of time for that another time, for now, I was just happy spending time with her.

"Hey B, I gotta go. Derrek will be home already, wondering where I am. Text me, and I'll see you tomorrow yeah?" I said warmly, kissing her afterwards.

"Oh, ok, wow! Is that the time!? Time flies when you're having fun I guess." she kissed me back. We got up from the couch, she was smiling at me. "I'll see you tomorrow, then."

Something was happening, I could see it in her eyes, and I could feel it in my eyes too. She started to giggle and blush. I smiled, I knew what was on her mind. Seconds later, she was barging her bedroom door open and jumping onto her bed. I chased her in, slamming the door behind me, I then stood at the end of the bed, teasing her by slowly taking my shirt off.

She reponded immediately, and stood up before me. She kissed me again and it took a while for our lips to part. I lifted her shirt up and over her head, it was hard to believe that just yesterday we were doing the exact same thing, just in a very different setting.

I picked her up and brought her lips to mine again. She wrapped her legs around me and leaned back, forcing us to fall onto her bed. The rest of our clothes were quickly discarded and for the second time in as many days, Bianca and I lost ourselves in our passion.

Sex with her was the better than any sex I'd had before. It could have been because of her lack of inhibitions. She was not reserved at all in bed, she was obviously very experienced, but that didn't bother me. It made things better. But I think it was more to do with how I felt about her, these feelings were springing out of nowhere.

It was 10:30pm by the time I finally got home that night. What a day it had been, I heated myself up some leftovers for dinner and then headed straight to bed. I checked my phone to check the exact time, but I had a message. It was from Mike.

"Hey Xen. Um did u tell Jake bout wot happnd? His txting me some really weird questions. I think he knows Im gay..."

I'd worry about it tomorrow, I got into bed and fell asleep immediately.