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When I first wrote this as a draft for my "who I would most like to see again"as part of my Autobiography assesment last year in english I showed it to my teacher. She read this and tears began to fall from her eyes. I made my english teacher cry with this story which of course led me to further tears. I hope to maybe inspire you with this or perhaps even help you rethink what you may plan on doing in the near future...

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It was a cold dark night in mid april and I had just hung up the phone. I was furious with my boyfriend James. We had just had the biggest argument in the history of our friendship. I can not rememeber now what it was about, but it was big and I didnt know then but also life changing to the both of us.

Funny the three last words I ever said to him were no "I love you" but quite the oposite. I told him i hated him and I did not know that a few days from then he would be gone. out of my life forever. Never to see into those beautiful green eyes again.

My birthday passed. No phone call. And it was until Thursday that i came into contact with him at all. I told him I would be around tomorrow for i missed talking to him and wanted to make up for that stupid argument we had. I wish now that I didnt call.

I turned up at his house at around 5:15 pm and he answered the door lazily in his boxers. He smiled at me sadly as I appologised over and over again. He then asked me in and said to saty in the lounge room for a few minutes for he wanted to put some proper pants on. Understandable.... So I thought..

Minutes ticked by. And then i heard a thump coming from the general direction of James's room. I rose from the smooshy crimson red couch and made my way cautiously towards his room. Up the long hallway and round the corner up to his poster covered door.

I knocked and called out to him. No reply. I called again, and when i still did not recieve a reply i thought that maybe he was playing some kind of joke on me. I smiled happily and ran in. When I saw what was there I screamed.

There he was. My one true love, slashed from wrist to elbow and dangling on the end of a rope. The one person I ever loved hanging three inches from the ground dripping blood onto the floor leaving a crimson patch on the newly laid carpet. But wait.... he was still alive.

without even thinking i grabbed the bloodstained razorblade and cut the rope.His blood-coated body fell into my arms and he looked up at me with his gorgeous eyes and said "I love you, more than anything or anyone in the world"and with that he died. Right there in my very arms. The person i really ever truly loved died three days after my birthday, in my grips.

Tears streemed from my eyes as I screamed. Louder this time, and James's twin brother came running into the room and screamed also. He pushed me out of the way and held his brother screaming. screaming for the dearly beloved brother to come back. come back. But it was too late he was gone. Bled to death in my arms. So if I could speak to one person again... even if it ment not being able to talk to anyome else again it would be to James. I would ask him why. Why did he do it? and also if he still loves me. I cannot forgive you for doing this but I cannont forget you either. I love you still, more than anyone else in the world and You will never be replaced.

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The pain death causes on friends and family is horrible. and when somebody takes their own life it is even worse. It leave you with the questions. why? could it have been stopped? was it my fault? etc. So if you know somebody in distress comfort them, tell them you love them HELP THEM and maybe this pain can be avoided. And If you are one of these people. THINK. the pain you will put onto others is so unbearable it can cause you to go insane.. so please listen to what I said and think. Thank You