I then stared at the shattered glass that lay directly in front of me. Blind by anger I dashed upstairs slamming my door, almost hard enough to break it off the hinges. I then decided as anger to ease the pain that woman has caused me. "Damn you , Diane!" I yelled tossing a hairbrush into my mirror, which also shattered. "I hate my fucking life!" I shouted tossing myself on the bed.
I suddenly began shaking furiously in sobs. "Oh Troy, we had something special I know we did , you are the only guy I will love," I cryed into my pillow. How could life be so crule as to take something as special as Troy away from me. Suddenly my breakdown was interupted by the irritating voice of my mother," Kailee , Kailee, can I come in?" " I hate you ,Diane!" I shouted at the door, but suddenly as soon as I let those words slip my mouth she burst in, jerking me off the bed and slapping me square across the cheek.
"You never fucking cared about me , Kailee, it was always that damn daddy of yours, but child you are going to have to wake up and enter reality that man is long gone, and now you are under my care," She shouted at me until her face turned purple. "Now me and Richard are going to wed, and you are going to have to adjust to him," She said with the anger still in her tone. "Richard will never replace my daddy," I spat out at her. She then took her hand and smacked me right in the same spot.
I just lay there and took her hits, even though I wanted to hit her back. "You are going to respect me , Kailee Steel , I am your damn mother," She said screaming. "Alright!" I yelled biting my lip , holding back the next remark. "Good," she replied exiting my room and slamming the door behind her. As she left I threw a pillow at the door in rage. An hour went right on by , and soon I heard a more gentle knock on my door.
"Troy !" I thought raising up. "Come in," I said sadly. My heart then sank to my feet, because it wasn't Troy, it was Richard.He came in and planted himself on the edge of my bed. I just sat there in the floor sinking my head into my knees. "Kailee, will you please listen to me sweetheart," He replied gazing intently at me with those light green eyes of his. "Oh look its Mr. I'm gonna replace your daddy, coming to the rescue," I said burying my head deeper into my knees.
"Please," He repeated pleading. I could see the concern written all over his face, so I then lifted my head and focused on him. "What?" I replied. "Your mother went at this the wrong way , but I did arrange an agreement with her," he said rubbing my red cheek. "What kind of agreement?" I said raising one eyebrow. "We have decided to hold off the wedding until after Thanks giving," He said studying my reaction. "That only gives me three months,"I said gazing at the floor.
"Well she hasn't been coming home that latley anymore, since her promtion , so I figure things may differ between now in then anyways , " He said speaking softly. I then read the pain in his face, and I suddenly softened a bit. "Well anyways, Kailee, I am not at all willing to replace your daddy, I am just maybe hoping you and I can be sorta like friends," He replied smiling warmly. "Um I guess that won't hurt nothing," I replied giving him a small hug.
"That a girl," He said smiling warmly. "Well I am going to bed honey," he said slowly shutting the door behind him. "I must report the news to Troy!" I yelled darting to his room.
When I reached his doorway I suddenly tripped myself on twon suitcases lying open. "Troy, Troy!" I screamed searching his room rapidly. Soon I collided with him, but instead of the sweetest glow in his blue eyes, I looked at his blue eyes full of sorrow. "Kailee," He said wiping his eyes. "Whats the matter, why are there suitcases, Troy , Troy, please tell me whats going on!" I screamed falling to my knees.
I seemed like a crumpled mess laying there in the floor. "My dad and Diane, are getting married, but.." He said stopping his sentence. "But what Troy?" I asked curiosly. He took a deep breath and sighed. "I have decided to leave for the dorm early," He said releasing a silent tear. "Oh Troy, please don't leave me!" I cryed heavily into my knees. "Kailee , because of the wedding , It will be forbidden to love you , so I must leave," He said walking to the suitcases.
" Kailee, you and I will soon be step brother and sister, and I can't force myself to live in temptation any longer," He said stepping towards the door. "Oh Troy , please kiss me one last time," I said jumping into his arms. He then dropped his suitcases, and we began kissing passionatley. Soon we were on the bed , but he was on top of me, and soon I felt his manly part pushing up agaisnt me, and thats when he removed himself from on top of me.
I lay they hurt and confused staring up at him. He quickly grabbed his suitcases and headed for the door. "Kailee, I can't , I must leave tonight," He said exiting his room. "Troy, Troy," I yelled after him hoping he would turn back around. I then heard his car start up and pull away. I flung myself on Troy's bed cluching his pillow tightly. Then my eyes caught focus of his dresser, he had left the photo of his mother sitting in the spot as he left it. I soon left his door , deciding it was to much if I remain in there. But when I entered my room I cradled the portait that Troy drew of me and I cryed myself to sleep.