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"Knock knock, hunny are you ok? I thought I heard someone else in there with you"

SHIT! Moms home! "Uh no mom, i’m just working on my reading homework, that’s all"

"Ok, dinner will be ready soon, hurry up and get dressed"

"I’m thinking I should go now" grey said with a slight smile on his face

"I’m thinking that might be a good idea"

"Promise me you will quit cutting"

"I will if you hurry up and leave! My moms here! And I have to get dressed for dinner!"

"Awww are you sure I can’t help you get dressed" the grin on his face let me know he was kidding, but I wanted him out, and now

"GREY! if you don’t leave right now I will hurt YOU!" as soon as he jumped out the window, I through off my crappy school uniform and put on my jeans and a clean long sleeve shirt "ok mom i’m coming!" I yelled as a walked down stairs to the kitchen.

All throughout dinner, all I could think about was grey, and what he had said. You don’t know how I really feel do you? My blood was burning I could not take it any longer.

"Mom can I be excused? I’m not feeling well"

"Ok, if you want there are some aspirin in the bathroom"

"Thanks" I walked all 17 steps back up to my room, and locked the door. The clock said 6:49. I opened my small safety box from under the bed and turned the lock 3-11-9. I removed the wad of money and a stack of notes saved since 8th grade. Under all of it was what I had been looking for. A pack of brand new razors. They looked like heaven. I tore into the package, pulling out a shiny unused savor. I put everything back in the box and slide it back into its usually spot under my bed.

I pulled off my shirt and looked at my scarred arms. I ran my fingertips over the cuts. Just one more, I told myself, just one more. I touched the sharp metal to my skin. It was so cool against my burning flesh. I pulled the razor across my arm. A white line appeared like a ghost following the blade. It looked like a dry riverbed when you have a bad storm; it quickly fills with blood and overflows making its way down my arm. I felt the flaming blood pour off my skin. My own special way of releasing my troubles into the world.

TAP. A stone hitting my window brought me out of my trance, I looked out the window. Shit! It was grey. I quickly cleaned up my blood and through the razor under my book bag.

I opened the window. "What grey?"

"Well… um… I was just wondering if… I could come in…”

He was acting weird. He knew he was always aloud in. I wonder what was wrong. "Ya, you can but… umm what’s wrong with you?

He stared at me for a second "well… it’s just that... you don’t have a shirt on"

My skin was burning, I was turning red, I was sure of it. I felt my eyes go blank. Wait what happened next? What’s going on? Oh, good theirs grey.

"Are you ok?" he said

"Umm ya why wouldn’t I be?"

"Well when you fainted thought you were going to die" oh my god, it was all coming back to me now... no shirt... grey... HOLY CRAP! "Don’t worry about it though, I covered you up, I didn’t see anything" grey said with the biggest smile ever

"GREY! I’m so sorry, I didn’t realize I wasn’t wearing a…” he giggled and cut me off before I could finish

"Its ok Alle when you fainted I got up as quick as I could and covered you up, no one else knows" I was so embarrassed. Why did this happen to me? I was so worried about grey knowing that I was cutting I didn’t stop to think about a shirt.

"Alle, I saw your arms" I looked down, somehow he had gotten my in my bed and covered up with my own blankets. "I saw this one" he pulled up my arm pointing at the cut I had just made, it was still bleeding a little, even though he wrapped it up " why did you do it? Is it because of me?"

All I could do was choke out "I don’t know"

he looked away “you need to stop” turning around he put his lips right next to mine "I don’t want the girl I love hurting herself" grey got up and jumped out the window. My heart was beating so fast I thought I would die. I tore off the cloth keeping my blood away from me. It had not even had a chance to seal over before I grabbed my razor and cut it open. Deep.

ok so this one is a little bit longer, i hope you guys liked it. let me know if there are changes you would like me to make. i hope its ok!