Aria’s P.O.V.
“Aria, I miss you too.” Jack had been crying, I could see it.
“Do the miles really matter that much? I mean, I get my license in two years and school gets out in a week. We can spend the summer together Jack.” I got it all out at once. “And I happen to love you more than anybody ever in the world.”
“Oh thank God!” Jack said out loud. “I still love you too. But will this even work? I mean… You know, we just have such a complicated relationship. Aria, if you want to do this as seriously as I do, we’ve gotta try really hard.”
“Yes Jack, I want to try. I’ve wanted to try forever but I didn’t think you did. I mean, I always make all the moves and you just kind of are there to drive. It scares me so much Jack.” I said, even more tears flowing from my mascara streaked eyes. “I can’t stop thinking about you. How much I love you, how much I miss you. What it feels like to kiss you.”
“Okay, Aria, we’ll try. And I didn’t make moves because I loved you too much, I was afraid of losing you. I thought you’d be ready when you wanted. I mean, I’m ready for anything. We’ve talked about this, I know you’re not.” Jack was thinking hard, I could tell. “The fact that we’re just making out is kind of hard on me, though.”
Jack’s P.O.V.
I can’t believe what I just said. Did I really say that? Fuck, she’s gonna slap me.
“Then maybe we shouldn’t just make out anymore.” HO-LY-SHIT. “I mean, I have known you forever and we’re both virgins. I know you don’t have anything and neither do I. I love you. I’m not ready to have sex with you yet, but there are other ways besides sex.”
“Are you sure Aria? I mean, I want to, but are you sure you’re ready?” I hate that I’m a considerate guy. I just hate it. “I won’t do anything until you’re ready to.”
Aria’s mouth just touched mine. I can’t believe this is happening. She’s sliding her tongue right across my lower lip as I retaliate. We’re fully making out now. This is wild, this is surreal, I’m getting harder and harder with each flick of her tongue. This is driving me mad, I’m like a stallion ready to go, I’m on the loose, there’s no stopping me now! What’s going on? She stopped kissing me. Her lips are now at my neck. It’s a bit sloppy. Neither of us has ever done that before, but it feels so good. If she only knew… She’s amazing. Wow, I can’t believe this is happening.