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Chapter 9

 

What am I doing… the words raced though my mind. Opening me eyes to see Jimmy looking back at me. " I can’t do this!" Pushing hem away.

" Angel" he whispered looking puzzled.

"Jimmy this isn’t you… you don’t see me like that anymore" grabbing my shirt; slipping it back on.

" I do to" he answered griping my hand pulling me back to hem. " Don’t kid your self!" Pushing hem away once more.

" Ill be back; once you see the truth" heading to the back door, slipping my shoes on before hurrying out.

Walking down the drive; rain falling down like cats and dogs. Sighing I turned to look at the house. Jimmy was starring out the kitchen window at me. Hurrying down the street my hair sticking to the sides of my face and the back of my neck.

" I just need a walk" I told my self-slowing down to make my self think I was doing so.

Setting down at the bus stop; looking down at my hands to see them ghost white my arms the same. Sounds of cars going by and the sound of breaks pulling to a stop.

" Hey lady do you need a ride" looking to see who it was my eyes roamed the little side window. " No thanks!" I called over the rain; a smile moving across his face.

" Are you sure it looks cold out there." His voice sounded once more.

"No im out here for a walk not a ride" standing up, thinking it would be best to head home.

" Come on ill take you home… unless you’re wanting a good time"

" No thanks" I answered. He followed me down the street tell I decided it was best to zip home instead of them finding out where I lived.

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So I did just that:

Walking up to the side of the house opening the back door to see Jimmy setting there his hands over his face. Kicking my shoes off along with ringing out my wet hair. He didn’t move to even look at me. " So" looking to hem only to see his head still in his hands. Sighing I walked over to hem placing my hand on his shoulder; his head jumped at the feeling of his shoulder being wet.

" Oh god" he whispered his eyes looking to me; they were normal which was a good sign." Sorry" moving my hand away from hem.

" You scared me" he laughed alittle.

" I don’t see how?" Remembering all the noise I was making when I entered the room.

" I was thinking" he whispered his eyes looking me up and down.

" About what?" snapping my fingers to see his eyes look aback to my face.

" What you said… and your wrong…" he jumped out of his chair making me jump only his arms where holding me there.

" I am not" glaring at hem his lips met mine. He pulled away when he noticed I wasn’t going to kiss back.

" Don’t you love me?" he asked.

" I still hate you" glaring at me " so why would I love you?" pushing hem away. His arms dropped to his sides " I told you everything why wont you take me back?" his words made hem seam even stupider.

" You will never under stand," walking out of the kitchen.

I was heading to the laundry room, taking my wet clothing off only to see there wasn’t any clean clothing in the baskets. Moving my eyes around the room to see that I needed to get some stuff done. Picking up Ann’s clothing putting it in one stack before Jimmy’s and mine.

" I can do my on since you don’t love me" his words hurt but not as much as it was seeing Penny’s life leaving her eyes.

" No, this is me time" was all I thought to say sorting out everything before filling up the washer.

Turning only to see Jimmy still there his eyes looking at me for answers. " Do you mind didn’t you hear me… its me time!" looking at hem oddly.

" Ha you time..." he laughed walking slowly to me.

" Yes its me time!" glaring at hem.

" Well then Ill make it that" he laughed; pulling me to hem once more. " And you did all the work for me" he laughed trying to pull away only to feel the floor hit my back. " No running this time" he whispered his breath tickling my ear. Looking up at hem only to see he was unbuttoning his pants; " why are you acting this way?" I asked feeling his hands move around my bare wet skin.

" Ive dreamed of this for 16 years… and since your already half naked" he stopped his eyes looking right in to mine. " And I cant control myself when I see that" he laughed throwing his shirt off on to the floor.

My eyes looked at his chest it changed so much; moving my fingers over his mussels down his stomach. Before I know what I was doing; he bent down kissing down my own stomach. His lips felt so good… closing my eyes only to have them flash open when his fingers removed my under wear. He spread my legs before I could protest his lips kissed my glut. Holding im my moans; I couldn’t help but close my eyes. Gasping for breath when his fingers entered me… opening my eyes only to see hem enjoying himself. Laughing under my breath only to feel hem moving his fingers faster inside. Moving to his movements only to feel hem stop. Looking at hem oddly to see he was only taking his pants off. He looked down at me a cocky smile on his face.

" Where’s Ann?" I whispered watching hem lay on top of me.

" She went to bed" he whispered back kissing my lips before entering me. Gasping once more I wrapped my arms around his neck. He laughed under his breath his lips moving across my jawbone. He’s body movement picked up with every minute.

Not knowing what was coming over me or why I let him do this but for some reason I just know it was right. At lest he was my husband.