Rain isn’t always clear

The middle of July a new town an new school to be mocked at. I was never liked much in my life: many would make fun of me because of my touchy emotions. Some day’s I was really depressed planning my death all the way to cutting my self. But others I was to happy that people would think I was high.

Sighing I looked out the passenger set window; to see landscape go by before me.

" Dear you will make new friends here… and Danielle will call you she always has." Danielle my best friend, the only one that really under stud me. Now with out her beside me im lost! " It wont be the same mother" pulling my mp3 player out of my pant pocket.

" Ronda don’t even think of starting anything with me this morning" she hissed before I could only hear music.

" I told you my names not Ronda its Christie… I never like the name you gave me," glaring at her.

" Well its off a song!" she stated pulling out my ear peace. " And you listen to that kind of music I used to in my days." Her words sounded even more stupid.

" That music isn’t big mom… its all seether and within temptation" those are my bands not some…" I stopped she was pissed and she was trying to hide it even though she was failing; her diving told me to shut up or I would get it. Taking a breath I placed my ear peace back… trying not to get in anymore arguments.

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" Ronda were here!" my mothers voice sounded making me look to my mp3 player only to see the battery was dead. My eyes moved to the out side of the car only to see a four floored house. " Where are we?" I whispered thinking we walked in to the twilight zone. " That’s are new house… Brain bout this for us to get settled in before he gets back from china."

Brain mom’s new husband/ my wonderful step dad…. NOT I hate the guy! Ever since he came to the front door for a date with my mother. God I hate hem… oh did I mention he’s fucking rich… I don’t see my self-getting money though. Im not his child he wont give a crap about me.

Pulling my nap sack out from the trunk… tossing it over my shoulder only to hear my mother scream once she entered the house. " What’s wrong?" I cried hurrying in only to see her hand over her mouth.

" Look at his place Ronda… I never thought I would step in such a lovely house" she cried fresh tears in her eyes. " Mom what did I say my name is Christie now!" glaring at her alittle only to get jumped by her. " Come on lets look at the kitchen" she screeched pulling me to it.

My eyes went wide once I saw what by passed the kitchen out side the heaven of yards. It had to be I mean it had a jumbo pool that connected to a hot tub.

" Christie look at this fridge" mom quailed knocking me out of my thoughts.

Turning to look only to see a jumbo fridge one that could hold at lest eight people in side.

Smiling, room for each person that made fun of me. " Ronda don’t you even dream of killing the new people at your school" she hissed turning to look at me. " How did you know what I was thinking" looking at her puzzled. " Because I now that smirk.

Nodding "ok I wont… so where’s my room?" really wanting to get away from her.

" Its on the top floor you have a room that’s the size of three so don’t go missing it up with your posters… we have people coming over next week and I don’t want them to see I have a wild child."

" Oh im wild… you should just get me a cage then or ill go crazy on you!" glaring at her only to see her gird her teeth. " Get to your room the mover’s should be here soon ill need to get your stuff up to your room with out a word do you hear me… and remember no posters on your walls" she called.

God why does she want to be normal? Are family is never going to be normal not with Brain in it.

" Yea I heard you mom!" Walking up the stairs.

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Walking up the stairs up to my room only to see a black wooden door. Good its my color I thought pulling it open only to see the inside covered in pink. " God no!!" I screamed covering my eyes wishing it was some kind of sick joke… uncovering them to see the same hunting pink walls.

Doesn’t my mother know anything about me… god why me!