This is only part of my story.....
When I was 14 I was taken from my dad by the state and givin to my mom. She lived in another state so I had to move over 1,000 miles away from my home and all my friends. I dated a guy for a while and was happy. It seemed like nothing could stop me when I was eith him. Then one day after school a friend came to pick me up and that is when I met him. He was the driver and at the time I could think of was hot hot he was. When they started going in the oppisite direction of my house I asked them about it. He said his truck was messed up and he couldn't drive that far. I called my boyfriend and he flipped out on me and broke up with me on the spot. A few weeks later I wound up dating the driver of the truck. His name is kyle and we werent together for very long but it was long enough tochange my life forever.
When I first got with Kyle I started getting into smoking pot really bad. I was stealing from my family so that I could have it. I thought I loved Kyle. I spent every moment I could with him. I started skipping school and my grades started to drop. I was only with him for 2 months. When we broke up I started dating a guy named Eric. While I was with him my started to say she thought I was pregnant because I was eating alot more and I was starting to get a pudge. So I had a friend of mine take me to walmart to get a pregnancy test. It was positive. I decided to wait untill the next morning to take the other one. It was positive too. I called my mom later that day and told her we needed to talk. She insisted that I tell her right then what it was so I did. She hung up on me. A couple of hours later she came and got me and we talked. My stepdad said I was no longer allowed to live there so I moved to a materity home. I went to a doctor and found out I was about 2 months along. When I told her dad he stormed off. I saw him a couple of days later and we talked. We got back together to try to be a family but it only lasted a week. He met another girl and moved to Nebraska with her. He lived there for my whole pregnancy and the first 8 months of Halies life. He came back around for a little bit but it didn't last long. He still comes and goes as he wants. As for me, I lived in the maternity home for my whole pregnancy. When Halie was 8 months and her dad came back i moved in with him and his mom. That diodn't last long. We got kicked out because he wouldn't pay the rent and I was still in school so I had no money. I almost graduated but I wasnt able to afford daycare anymore so I dropped out. So far for Halies life we have bounced around because I wasn't able to get my own place and I wasn't allowed at my moms. I have stayed with friends and I have stayed in my car for a few nights. Halie is now 2 and we are doing great. I am engaged to a wonderfull man that calls himself daddy to her. He has a 2 year old son himself so he knows how to be with kids. I finnaly have a stable life for my daughter and she is happier than ever.
I missed out on a lot having a kid at 15 but it was well worth it. I love her with all my heart and wouldn't trade her for the world. Kyle doesn't know what he is missing.
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Created on 12-18-06
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