Vampira~11~

Vick's pov

It was complete darkness where I stood. I didn't want to go in the room that she slept in but I didn't care at this momment because she wasn't there with me. I never liked school and hope she wouldn't either but she wanted to finish at least and then move on with her life. I was glad that she fully didn't bite me to become a vampire or the sun would have stopped her from going inside the school.

I cocked my head to the side as Alimra stared at me. She wove her fingers through her hair and sighed. It was boring and for the first night together all of them, they were going to go back out into the world. In the darkness were they belong. I didn't mind being in the darkness but bringing Liza there with him well now since she was a vampire herself, she could go in the darkness when ever she wanted too and he wasn't gonna stop her.

"Vick, can we talk about Liza?" I raised my head to look at her and then shook my head yes. I would love to talk about her. The way her eyes would light up when I entered a room or how when she gets mad her ears turn a light shade of pink. Or the way her lips are more fuller then how dare he say...Alimra's.

"This is about how you just turned her right after her father left. Did you think first? Did you even think that maybe she is vunerable right now and you just took it like you don't care? " she sat on her bed. I felt my cock stiffend just thinking about the last week when she slept and then screamed. From the horrible dream she had and then I smiled when I thought of how she relaxed in my arms.

"I do care." My fist tighted as I thought of how I really did care about Liza, about the girl who stole my heart, well my cold dead black dark heart. I wanted her back so bad but she was still at school and I wished she had called in sick today." I did think first. I just seen this over the last couple of days being with her and I love her. I love her skin, her voice,I love how she can just take the pain and deal with it. She is maturing and that is something vampires in me like to see in someone like her."

"Maturing? Please she lets her father beat her. Vampires don't let that happen. We are strong we use our strenghs not our weakness. We use what we have to get what we want. She only uses her emotions to get through her pain. Just like mortals. Do you think she's going to enjoy killing her own father and not cry? Do you even think she can, kill her own flesh in blood, because I could. I killed my father and that is what keeps me strong. It's what keeps me living, it's what kept me from breaking."

I looked up at her. Tears rolled down her face and I had nothing to say. I hated the vampire code. The only way to be a vampire and live longer than a normal one was to kill the your own blood. For the girls it was the father and the boys their own mother. I could never take my own mother's blood even though it was no options but I found my way around it. I live long only because I fed from her not because I killed her.

"Haven't you heard that saying where it says... nothing lasts forever, so live it up, drink it down, laugh it off, avoid the bullshit, take chances, and never have regrets, because at one point everything you did was exactly what you wanted."

I looked at Alimra as her tears rolled down her face. She looked at me and shrugged.

"All that means is never feel bad for what you have done. Never let things bring you down. Only you and me last forever, nothing else. Never have regrets for what you have done to others or what they have done to you." I smirked as she looked up, wiping the tears from her face. Her eyes looked into mine and I felt a cold chill run up and down my spine.

"Oh, your wrong Vicktor. I don't have regrets to being a vampire. It's what I wanted. You think I will regret anything that I have done to others. They did it to me first, I just reacted. Your putting all this on me when you should be saying it to Liza. She's a new vampire. She's gonna give into her urges and the outcome will not be great. Do you think I want her to suffer like I did, before I found you. I want her to not...suffer. I want her to be happy, I actually to be truthfully came back here to be with you and now I don't want you anymore. "

I raised my eyebrow and laughed. She had to be lying. I didn't want her, after she "died" I let her go, out of my heart. I stumbled for weeks working over her and then I meet Liza. The light of my life, well the light to my existense.

"You think I'm playing. I wanted you back. Your scent was all over this city. I was crazed with you, I still wanted to...but now you found her. Your life mate. You think that she will fulfil your needs when she is just a virgin, only I can and you know that."

I shook my head as she said that." You can't fulfil my needs anymore. Now everything I look at you. I dont "get up and stay up", I actually stay down. I love Liza, she might not love me now but she will."

Alimra shook off her shoulders as her eyes turned back to it's color." Please Vick, you love to easily. You never think about the bad only the good."

I nodded my head and smiled." That's me, plus you give yourself away easily." I replied back.

I turned my back to her. I could imagine the look on her face. She was a ex-daughter, ex-stripper, ex-lover. The last part made me shiver.

"Well whatever. When Liza comes back just tell her I was really busy, and say that I'm sorry that I couldn't make it."

I shook my head and turned around to say sorry to her but when I did she was gone. I walked over to the bed and threw my head back. I always put my foot in my mouth and I never seem to stop myself.