Please Love Me (Tester)

OK, so what?

I'm 17 years old, in the 11th grade.

I stayed back ONE time.

And people hold that against me forever.

But you know what, I think I like being in this grade.

The 12th graders are stuck up.

Well not all of them, just some.

I come from a rich family.

My Mom is a lawyer and my Dad is a doctor.

They're hardly ever around.

Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you.

My name is Ana.

And my perfect older sister's name is Abby.

But I'm nothing like my family.

I'm down to earth.

Love hip-hop and rap.

I'd die without my music.

That's pretty much it.

Oh yeah, I'm kind of a bad ass.

So yeah.

    I sat on the front porch watching my sister ride her horse. She was always looking so perfect and never did anything bad. Man, sometime I used to want to be like her. But I know she isn't perfect. She told mom and dad she never had sex. But she did when she was 16. I snuck up on her and saw it. It burns to think about it. 
    "C'mon Ana! Let's ride this horse." she said in the distance. Why would i want to ride that horse. Last time I got on that, I had to go to the hospital and stayed there for 8 months. "You know I can't," I shouted. "That's why I hope you fall off." And I wish I wouldn't have said that. Because she did fall of. And that horse was going really fast. I rushed over to her. "Are you ok?" I asked. She crying really loud.  
    Mom and Dad rushed out. They never payed attention to me. The only reason I went to the hospital was because all of our family was here. "What happened baby?" asked Mom. They were starting to put her in the car. "Ana made me fall off." she was crying harder. "I want you out of the house... NOW!" said my father.

And this was the start of a new life for me.