i think of you. i stare into the air that seems so useless to me now. everything i see is not real. the signs with all their color..lights along the street..skylines that light the skies at night...i see no life in any of it. time doesn't keep me anymore. minutes, hours, days..they all just remind me now of how long you've been gone. i want to hear your voice. i can not. my tears are dry. i've cried enough tears to float the largest of vessels from any sea. the emptiness i am going to feel tonight..tomorrow and days to come will consume the last of the light of life that was left inside my heart before you left..me. i hear your laughter. i hope you're laughing still. your smile will light the room for someone else.. as the glow of it but only lingers in my eyes now. the hands i want to reach and hold are yours..which i'm still reaching for but they are free from holding, you are gone. you're breathing better now because of it. just be. as you say. your world is big and your journey is long..be!..continue and forgive me for being a bump in your road. the wall there, that is the only thing holding me up now. all is quiet inside me. the noise of this world..the voices around...it's just a blur moving slowly..through this broken window in my soul...half dead as I am..i'm still watching..as life passes by... i look, for only to find you still, through it all. Love holds all the weight of a being..remove it and that soul will fall. i've fallen. and oh..so hard.
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Created on 8-3-07
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